when will the lights explode
it's been the longest time since ive last wrote. well now schools out and summer has begun. i did extremely well in school, all a's and b's this semester. i think i got one c first semester and that was in gym. life is now a repeating routine, the same things happen over and over again without me even noticing until its too late, not that i care anymore. i have my permit now, ive even driven. family is okay some of the time. me and kristy are really good friends now which i guess is a good start. dad and i barely talk i only go to him when i need something and the only time he talks to me is when he complains about everything. mom and i have settled our differences and are now how we should have been in the beginning.
i should be asleep right now but for reasons i cant explain im not tired. tomorrow is the fourth and im supposed to go to plymouth and watch the fireworks with annie and pj. what i really want is to watch the fireworks with someone to hold me. i had a boyfriend for a time but he thought we were too different and i thought that we should just be friends. i really like ricky but i doubt he likes me. i asked him to aleeshas party, i hope he says yes.
i cut most of my hair off. it was down to the middle of my back and now its a little above my shoulders. everything is going good i guess you could say. i miss all of my old friends so much. i feel like ive missed so much and thats because i probably have. hopefully ill get informed of the important stuff sooner or later.
well im going to try and shut my eyes and dream of the things that i only know that i want in the middle of the night. to the things that were and the things that could never be.
i should be asleep right now but for reasons i cant explain im not tired. tomorrow is the fourth and im supposed to go to plymouth and watch the fireworks with annie and pj. what i really want is to watch the fireworks with someone to hold me. i had a boyfriend for a time but he thought we were too different and i thought that we should just be friends. i really like ricky but i doubt he likes me. i asked him to aleeshas party, i hope he says yes.
i cut most of my hair off. it was down to the middle of my back and now its a little above my shoulders. everything is going good i guess you could say. i miss all of my old friends so much. i feel like ive missed so much and thats because i probably have. hopefully ill get informed of the important stuff sooner or later.
well im going to try and shut my eyes and dream of the things that i only know that i want in the middle of the night. to the things that were and the things that could never be.