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i know i haven't updated in a while. my computer is still broken. i'm over my uncle's until 9. this week is busy somewhat. the only day i have nothing to do is friday which makes no sense to me. church has been taking up most of my time lately. my dad has finally given me permission to get baptized so i'm taking discussions today, tomorrow, and sunday is when we plan the details. the actual baptism is the 30th.
i miss everyone from school so much. without the raynham people and erin i'm slowly loosing my sanity. me and jessie are now just friends. jason and deshay broke up because he found some other girly who he knows he's never going to see. once again i have no chance of a relationship with jason so there goes that one. i don't know who i want to baptize me. with chad saying no, i'm thinking carlos or if kevin is 16 him. i still wish chad had said yes though. i love how i can tell him everything.
i have to memorize only hope by mandy moore by the 29th. i'm pretty sure that i'm singing it at the fundraiser.
i still haven't found love. part of me says that it's pointless to love and then part of me takes the romance side and says that the greatest thing you'll ever have is love. i wish i could make up my mind and find real love that's returned, not just given. well i'm going to stop writing and start watching pretty in pink...with compassion