My Life Is A Minor Problem Why Does It Matter
everything was going great. i was happy and it showed. for two weeks i had very few problems and none of those really mattered. not even a day after leaving me uncles's i've been pushed to tears. why does she make it seem like everything is my fault.
i admit i've done things i shouldn't have. i know that it was wrong. i have other things to worry about. i shouldn't have to constantly be reminded about the past. of course the present reflects greatly on my past. everything that has happened before is reoccuring but quicker. its like a really bad case of deja vu.
before when we found it would be over something that even remotely mattered. today it was over the fact that i was hungry. i'm not going to get into that because it's just too much to type. to sum it up she screamed at me saying that she is going to kick me out and have my uncle take me. but that just wasnt enough she said that i take advantage of her, all because chrissy slept over!
in the end she has told me that i'm not going to be living with her for much longer, that i am to have no one sleep over. lat but not least, she's is going to try to take the only people that are family to me. Screaming at the top of her lungs she exclaimed that she is not going to drive me to church anymore! so basicly if my dad or someone else can't drive me i'm not going. Church is the only safe place i have. everyone who treats me like a decent human being is either there or at school.
i dont know what else to say other than i'm so tempted to do something i promised i never would again...With Despair
i admit i've done things i shouldn't have. i know that it was wrong. i have other things to worry about. i shouldn't have to constantly be reminded about the past. of course the present reflects greatly on my past. everything that has happened before is reoccuring but quicker. its like a really bad case of deja vu.
before when we found it would be over something that even remotely mattered. today it was over the fact that i was hungry. i'm not going to get into that because it's just too much to type. to sum it up she screamed at me saying that she is going to kick me out and have my uncle take me. but that just wasnt enough she said that i take advantage of her, all because chrissy slept over!
in the end she has told me that i'm not going to be living with her for much longer, that i am to have no one sleep over. lat but not least, she's is going to try to take the only people that are family to me. Screaming at the top of her lungs she exclaimed that she is not going to drive me to church anymore! so basicly if my dad or someone else can't drive me i'm not going. Church is the only safe place i have. everyone who treats me like a decent human being is either there or at school.
i dont know what else to say other than i'm so tempted to do something i promised i never would again...With Despair