Dec 28, 2005 12:01
Wow. That was insane. I can't believe that actually happened. I saw him, he saw me, and I actually felt fine. I really did. I was pretty shocked that he was there and kinda pissed that I couldn't run him over, but I was relieved. Cause you know what? I didn't cry or break down or feel bad. I really don't need to do that anymore. I just wish that they had walked across the street about two minutes later so he could have seen me jump into the arms and car of one of his old friends. Timing's a bitch, eh?
So thank God. I really think it's finally over. I don't feel sad about it anymore, I feel like it's done, it's okay. He's just someone I used to know.
Buttttt....aside from that, my day was great. Now my life is getting a little messy, but whatever. It was good for me to just go with everything. I'm not gonna worry about stuff anymore, cause all it ever does is make me crazy. And usually, when I don't think, I have the best times.