Oct 06, 2004 20:16
hey fuckers!!!lol...I havent said the f-word in a while, so i thought Id start an entry with it..., hmmm...this week is okay I guess...ounce again, school has been gragging on like a body whose legs have been dimemberd, and is slowly and painfully crawling towards a hope that may not even exist...ive been writting A LOT...I've just been messing around on my guitar, writting both poetry and in my "story"...i recently rediscovered drawing, and how I can release my pain through a pencil instead of upon other things...but all in all therse nothing to complain abot, my mom's surgery went well, and despite this past weekend ive been getting along with my dad. i have a terrific boyfriend who is just unbelievibly loving and just great, and I have awsome friends, ones who for the first time in my life I know are 100% honest and I love that none of them are fake (I love the Mafia, everylast one of you)...I hope that things only get better and that this small but clear sight through my mind I've been seeing these past months only continues to grow bigger...I love you guys, especially kev and the mafia...Id do anything 4 you guys...Toodles...
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