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oh now i get it...
get what?
shit! i forgot...
HAHAHAHA!!!! LOOSER!
with that out of the way... so the first week of the new year has come and gone... it wasn't a total waste... i am thinking that this year will be better in the romance department then last year... but it will be so much rougher in the friend department... for some reason unknown to myself... christy has taken to acting like a complete stranger towards me... i am not sure if i am making matters worse by my actions towards her because of hers... but the thing is for me not totally geek out and loose my cool... which i don't have that much of anyways... so it's easy to do... lol...
hey i made a joke... about how pathitic i am...
so yeah... i hope here in a few weeks to be doing another shoot... maybe... the one question that has and always been with me... like peanutbutter stuck to the cosmic mouth of life...
"why the hell can nothing in my life go the way it should?"
and i am not saying that because things that i really want to happen don't... i say that beacuse nothing... not even the simplest thing as making and keeping friends... ever goes easily for me...
get what?
shit! i forgot...
HAHAHAHA!!!! LOOSER!
with that out of the way... so the first week of the new year has come and gone... it wasn't a total waste... i am thinking that this year will be better in the romance department then last year... but it will be so much rougher in the friend department... for some reason unknown to myself... christy has taken to acting like a complete stranger towards me... i am not sure if i am making matters worse by my actions towards her because of hers... but the thing is for me not totally geek out and loose my cool... which i don't have that much of anyways... so it's easy to do... lol...
hey i made a joke... about how pathitic i am...
so yeah... i hope here in a few weeks to be doing another shoot... maybe... the one question that has and always been with me... like peanutbutter stuck to the cosmic mouth of life...
"why the hell can nothing in my life go the way it should?"
and i am not saying that because things that i really want to happen don't... i say that beacuse nothing... not even the simplest thing as making and keeping friends... ever goes easily for me...