i wanna stick with this feeling :]
So today, well it was alrite, rumors going around about dan, and i feel bad, and its terrible that people would do that.
But me and dan are good, and im happy.
Statewide = alrite, i got in a little fight with Brynn kinda but it was good all and all.
tomorrow is band districts and im excited, i get to spend 1 hour or more with dan because we have a half day and i have to be at school at 12:45
schoool added 6 mins to the end of the day, but whatever school ends at 2:37pm
Today i went driving with dan, it was only 5 mins maybe less, but it was just me and him, YES HE GOT HIS LICENSE, on monday he did, and he got himself a car today 1995 chevy lumina and im happy for him, he came over for like 2 mins and said get in the car, so we drove fordson down to beech down to w. chicago to kinloch and my house. it was nice to drive with him and i know he's happy, it was;nt in his car, nor his dads but his moms boyfriends, but i was happy to drive with him even if i only saw him for 5 mins. Im happy.
and i like this. i like being happy. it suits me. lets keep it this way.
i wrote this to dan...
xthisLIFEweHOLDx (7:40:58 PM): i went for a drive with a amazing guy today
xthisLIFEweHOLDx (7:41:14 PM): it was only 5 mins less, but it really made me happy
xthisLIFEweHOLDx (7:41:53 PM): if you find that guy, tell him thanks it meant a lot :]
Auto Response from xthisLIFEweHOLDx(7:42:03 PM): Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there…because its been a while since you could remember a time in the past couple of weeks or days when it wasn't there. But then one day you feel something else-something that feels wrong, only because it's so unfamiliar. And in that moment you realize…you're happy.
Thanks for that smile and happiness . . . you know who you are :]