SUMMER 2006
okay so its been a long time.
School lead out. Grades were well AMAZING. 4 A's 2 B's. So im finally a JUNIOR. but what sucks is Dans finally a SENIOR. and that sucks. because if we do stay together for a while i got one year all by myself.
Summer started off pretty hard. And even before summer started i was having some pretty hard times.
me and dan broke up for the 3rd time. and it was just such a drama filled time. and yet once again walking past him was just so hard and it just amazes me to see me in such pain and him walk past me and all happy and not even noticing me. but after about 7 hours we got back together through a lot of fighting and compromise. my lower back started to hurt after a while and im still to this day not knowing why.so half days came with finals. and they were kinda hard kinda easy but its all good. so summer came and the first day was my last day with dan for about 11 days. we got out of school June 8th and dan left june 10th. it was hard to really actully say goodbye to dan. this would be the first time away from each other since i went to statewide for 2 days and before that in november 2 weeks into our relationship dan went to kentucky for thanksgiving for liek 3-4 days. so 11 days would be a lot. and it was pretty hard to say goodbye that thursday night, we went to kellies and hung out. but it took me a half hour to actully get out goodbye. And i mean i hated it. who would'nt i guess. so he left for Arizona by a one way plan by himself early that friday morning. i went to the movies that night and then spent the night at hals the next night. church was good. and things went alrite for a while. then one night when i needed dan really bad because of my family being a jerk. me and dan got in a fight and decided to screw our relationship up over a pocker game and 28 bucks. but we did'nt break up and im thankful for that. dan was supposed to be home saturday morning. but well that did'nt end up as we thought so 10 days went into 11 days and sunday morning i went with dans mom and dans mom boyfriend to pick dan up at the airport. that hug was just amazing. breakfest went into going to his moms then his dads. but it simply was just great but yet the next day he started summer school and a week later i was gone for CIY. but yet before there was the spree with the chicka's that ended not as me and dan thought so we decked out early. then there was brynns birthday party which was amazing. dan left at 10:30 and i spent the night. it was just amazing to see my boyfriend and my best friends and my friends get along so great. that night i spent at brynns with mish, maame and shannon was something that i needed. a little of fun. well what am i saying alot of fun. sunday came after saturday and i went shooting with dan following the fireworks with byrnn, mish, dan, shannon, tom, and mish to cousins. but brynn and i knew the fun was ending with our reg friends and then after sunday came monday- CIY 2006- MYSTERY ( the key, unlock the mystery) ADrian college june 26th-july 1st. the goodbye to ciy was'nt the best and i mean goodbyes air'nt supposed to be, but well saying goodbye to dan twice just sucked. (first at chruch then he left adn 5 mins later we left and went to taco bell and he was there then he left.)it was a pretty good time but after a while i missed dan and the fun went into well boredum and just wanting to go home. things changed but when i came home they were different, commitments i wanted to make broke as soon as dan got home. and well dan left for kentucky that friday night before i got back. so i came home to nothing cept a empty house, clean room, and a warm alone bed. so i did pretty much nothing till dan got back that monday. Now dont get me wrong CIY was great, but it would of been better for my youth minister Trent to not be wishing dan was here everyday. THen came the point when me and brynn both were pretty sure that trent was in love with dan more than me and brynn both put together. so dan came back from kentucky and we hung out. tuesday was the 4th of july and dan, brynn, brynns mom erin and i went to Spring Mill Pond and it was pretty fun, cept we all got burned cept erin. but then after we went to dans for a bit then back to my house and had some fireworks but not many.
A little while back dans mom was supposed to get this house 4 blocks down from me but well that did'nt end up happening and i was pretty happy and im sure dan was to, but like i said that did'nt happen. so for 2 months my back was yet still hurting and i did'nt know why and it was just pissing me off. friday came and dan brynn and her mom erin and i were supposed to go see pirates of the car-2 dead mans chest. i mean we did. but it was just kinda supposed to be us. i mean no big deal but it was mike, shannon, mish, brynn, me, dan, erin, landen, jonny, jake, jenny and sam. but it was a good movie and it ended weird and just werid lol. soo i was kinda having a bad day but it ended alrite till i got home. the thursday before friday i went shooting with dan and then a little of fishing at multi lakes and that was fun. saturday came and me and dans family went to emmetts grad party ( a good friend of dans from shooting that is a great guy)so that was fun. and then after we went to FLAT ROCK-SPEEDWAY and that was just so great. And i had so much fun and it was nice to have fun again. on the way home dan went down telegraph then he went down ford and past mexican festa. and he got egged. yep we got a egg thrown at dans dad's car. but dan was driving and it scard the crap out of them, it took me a while to not laugh but i did'nt and yep it was random. sunday i went shooting with dan and his gramps and i had fun with that to see him shoot and all. after we did nothing but hang around. and went to his aunts house for din din. which was nice. monday dan just came over and that was about it. today is tuesday and tomorrow is wednesday me and dans 8 months. thusday will come and dan leave's for New York for a shooting thing that i am pretty sure he is freaking out about and i wish he would'nt but there is nothing i can do but say i am proud of you and you will do great which that is the truth. Monday i went job serching and got like 4 apps but no one is really hiring right now but that i will get my parents off my back that i actully tried. Me and Dan are Yet fighting again. and its been none stop for a while. i dont really understand it. how can we have so perfect days then we just bitch and complain with each other. but i guess i rather have a real relationship then a perfect one 24/7. i mean we could break up with a perfect relationship and we cold break up with a fighting one. but you know what if were supposed to be together forever and always then it would'nt matter if our relationship sucks a little bit or is perfect or just whatever. we can fight as much as we want and yet still stay together. it just suck to fight tho and me and him both always get hurt. so tomorrow is me and dans 8 months like i said and well it is also our last day with each other till july 21st. he leaves for ny thursday and come back that monday but i leave that sunday for camp wolverine. which i am excited for but i wish dan would be coming. but he's not so idk. but yeah monday i turn 16 and i am pretty excited because this is the first year that i will have actully someone to celbrate it with other than brynn. and im excited for it. but i will be gone and wont be with dan. but well celebrate it later and its a surprise lol. i was supposed to have a party at my house that sunday after i got back but that did'nt work. but party or not which is pretty much a big NOT i still have dan and i am really excited. but yeah i still wish i was having a party with my major friends you know. but it wont happen and i guess thats kool i guess. still wish i was having a party tho. im excited for camp but im going to miss dan but after i get back thats it no more traveling between me and him and then what comes next is school his lat year and my second to last.
im still amazed im a junior and i have awesome friends and a awesome boyfriend. okay so my family sucks but you know what dans does'nt and they mean a lot to me and to be with them is just amazing. there just such a real family and i feel so welcomed because of them. i mean i know there not my family but who knows if they could be if we and dan stay together and get married. it could happen it could not, but right now even tho me and dan may fight i have some pretty good thigns going on. i still cant believe its summer 06 and at that its half through. i pretty much decided that im not going to astralia and i wish i would but idk its just the money the time and well no camp for me if i go lol. so yeha. what else could i ask for? a better boyfriend, better friends and more fun times, a great summer? well i could'nt ask for those because i have them, i cant wait to turn 16. im finally old. lol. these years are going by so fast and i cant even believe it or even slow it down. i guess i got to just hang on. and see the bright side of things. well till next time. i'll be even more grown up and who know what might happen next. :-D
countdowns
8 Months||July 12||:01
WCSC||July 16-21||:05
16th Birthday||July 17||:06
End of summer 06 :( ||august 23||: 43
♥*~*>Me and Punka-brusters one year:124<*~* ♥
later days with later moments, later emoutions and later memories. I CANT WAIT!
School lead out. Grades were well AMAZING. 4 A's 2 B's. So im finally a JUNIOR. but what sucks is Dans finally a SENIOR. and that sucks. because if we do stay together for a while i got one year all by myself.
Summer started off pretty hard. And even before summer started i was having some pretty hard times.
me and dan broke up for the 3rd time. and it was just such a drama filled time. and yet once again walking past him was just so hard and it just amazes me to see me in such pain and him walk past me and all happy and not even noticing me. but after about 7 hours we got back together through a lot of fighting and compromise. my lower back started to hurt after a while and im still to this day not knowing why.so half days came with finals. and they were kinda hard kinda easy but its all good. so summer came and the first day was my last day with dan for about 11 days. we got out of school June 8th and dan left june 10th. it was hard to really actully say goodbye to dan. this would be the first time away from each other since i went to statewide for 2 days and before that in november 2 weeks into our relationship dan went to kentucky for thanksgiving for liek 3-4 days. so 11 days would be a lot. and it was pretty hard to say goodbye that thursday night, we went to kellies and hung out. but it took me a half hour to actully get out goodbye. And i mean i hated it. who would'nt i guess. so he left for Arizona by a one way plan by himself early that friday morning. i went to the movies that night and then spent the night at hals the next night. church was good. and things went alrite for a while. then one night when i needed dan really bad because of my family being a jerk. me and dan got in a fight and decided to screw our relationship up over a pocker game and 28 bucks. but we did'nt break up and im thankful for that. dan was supposed to be home saturday morning. but well that did'nt end up as we thought so 10 days went into 11 days and sunday morning i went with dans mom and dans mom boyfriend to pick dan up at the airport. that hug was just amazing. breakfest went into going to his moms then his dads. but it simply was just great but yet the next day he started summer school and a week later i was gone for CIY. but yet before there was the spree with the chicka's that ended not as me and dan thought so we decked out early. then there was brynns birthday party which was amazing. dan left at 10:30 and i spent the night. it was just amazing to see my boyfriend and my best friends and my friends get along so great. that night i spent at brynns with mish, maame and shannon was something that i needed. a little of fun. well what am i saying alot of fun. sunday came after saturday and i went shooting with dan following the fireworks with byrnn, mish, dan, shannon, tom, and mish to cousins. but brynn and i knew the fun was ending with our reg friends and then after sunday came monday- CIY 2006- MYSTERY ( the key, unlock the mystery) ADrian college june 26th-july 1st. the goodbye to ciy was'nt the best and i mean goodbyes air'nt supposed to be, but well saying goodbye to dan twice just sucked. (first at chruch then he left adn 5 mins later we left and went to taco bell and he was there then he left.)it was a pretty good time but after a while i missed dan and the fun went into well boredum and just wanting to go home. things changed but when i came home they were different, commitments i wanted to make broke as soon as dan got home. and well dan left for kentucky that friday night before i got back. so i came home to nothing cept a empty house, clean room, and a warm alone bed. so i did pretty much nothing till dan got back that monday. Now dont get me wrong CIY was great, but it would of been better for my youth minister Trent to not be wishing dan was here everyday. THen came the point when me and brynn both were pretty sure that trent was in love with dan more than me and brynn both put together. so dan came back from kentucky and we hung out. tuesday was the 4th of july and dan, brynn, brynns mom erin and i went to Spring Mill Pond and it was pretty fun, cept we all got burned cept erin. but then after we went to dans for a bit then back to my house and had some fireworks but not many.
A little while back dans mom was supposed to get this house 4 blocks down from me but well that did'nt end up happening and i was pretty happy and im sure dan was to, but like i said that did'nt happen. so for 2 months my back was yet still hurting and i did'nt know why and it was just pissing me off. friday came and dan brynn and her mom erin and i were supposed to go see pirates of the car-2 dead mans chest. i mean we did. but it was just kinda supposed to be us. i mean no big deal but it was mike, shannon, mish, brynn, me, dan, erin, landen, jonny, jake, jenny and sam. but it was a good movie and it ended weird and just werid lol. soo i was kinda having a bad day but it ended alrite till i got home. the thursday before friday i went shooting with dan and then a little of fishing at multi lakes and that was fun. saturday came and me and dans family went to emmetts grad party ( a good friend of dans from shooting that is a great guy)so that was fun. and then after we went to FLAT ROCK-SPEEDWAY and that was just so great. And i had so much fun and it was nice to have fun again. on the way home dan went down telegraph then he went down ford and past mexican festa. and he got egged. yep we got a egg thrown at dans dad's car. but dan was driving and it scard the crap out of them, it took me a while to not laugh but i did'nt and yep it was random. sunday i went shooting with dan and his gramps and i had fun with that to see him shoot and all. after we did nothing but hang around. and went to his aunts house for din din. which was nice. monday dan just came over and that was about it. today is tuesday and tomorrow is wednesday me and dans 8 months. thusday will come and dan leave's for New York for a shooting thing that i am pretty sure he is freaking out about and i wish he would'nt but there is nothing i can do but say i am proud of you and you will do great which that is the truth. Monday i went job serching and got like 4 apps but no one is really hiring right now but that i will get my parents off my back that i actully tried. Me and Dan are Yet fighting again. and its been none stop for a while. i dont really understand it. how can we have so perfect days then we just bitch and complain with each other. but i guess i rather have a real relationship then a perfect one 24/7. i mean we could break up with a perfect relationship and we cold break up with a fighting one. but you know what if were supposed to be together forever and always then it would'nt matter if our relationship sucks a little bit or is perfect or just whatever. we can fight as much as we want and yet still stay together. it just suck to fight tho and me and him both always get hurt. so tomorrow is me and dans 8 months like i said and well it is also our last day with each other till july 21st. he leaves for ny thursday and come back that monday but i leave that sunday for camp wolverine. which i am excited for but i wish dan would be coming. but he's not so idk. but yeah monday i turn 16 and i am pretty excited because this is the first year that i will have actully someone to celbrate it with other than brynn. and im excited for it. but i will be gone and wont be with dan. but well celebrate it later and its a surprise lol. i was supposed to have a party at my house that sunday after i got back but that did'nt work. but party or not which is pretty much a big NOT i still have dan and i am really excited. but yeah i still wish i was having a party with my major friends you know. but it wont happen and i guess thats kool i guess. still wish i was having a party tho. im excited for camp but im going to miss dan but after i get back thats it no more traveling between me and him and then what comes next is school his lat year and my second to last.
im still amazed im a junior and i have awesome friends and a awesome boyfriend. okay so my family sucks but you know what dans does'nt and they mean a lot to me and to be with them is just amazing. there just such a real family and i feel so welcomed because of them. i mean i know there not my family but who knows if they could be if we and dan stay together and get married. it could happen it could not, but right now even tho me and dan may fight i have some pretty good thigns going on. i still cant believe its summer 06 and at that its half through. i pretty much decided that im not going to astralia and i wish i would but idk its just the money the time and well no camp for me if i go lol. so yeha. what else could i ask for? a better boyfriend, better friends and more fun times, a great summer? well i could'nt ask for those because i have them, i cant wait to turn 16. im finally old. lol. these years are going by so fast and i cant even believe it or even slow it down. i guess i got to just hang on. and see the bright side of things. well till next time. i'll be even more grown up and who know what might happen next. :-D
countdowns
8 Months||July 12||:01
WCSC||July 16-21||:05
16th Birthday||July 17||:06
End of summer 06 :( ||august 23||: 43
♥*~*>Me and Punka-brusters one year:124<*~* ♥
later days with later moments, later emoutions and later memories. I CANT WAIT!