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i've never been so proud of myself.
If you've known me for a while. yes i drank and did drugs, and i regret all of that. It was stupid of me. and i reliezed i am ruining my life. So i stopped. And i hate people that drink and smoke. i dont hate who they are i just hate there going to become. when there 21 or 18 when its legal. you know. but yeah.
ive always hated dan drinking. The first. serious talk we ever had was about him drinking, and the first time i cried so much about our relationship was with that. long story. lost some trust. but i gained it back from him
so yeah he had a party at his house. friday night i was'nt allowed over because of his mom. but its all good. he drank, and got drunk. blah blah. i finally got fed up. and i did'nt want him to screw up his life with drinking.
i am so proud of myself tho.
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:38:37 PM): baby u dont even understand. u left and i already was in a bad mood. u called me. drunk. told me becca was there. and like 20 ppl where over. and fucken that pissed me off. then u told me about all the beer u drank at like 2:40 in the morning. when u left yesterday. i so wish i could of left with u. i had a really bad night. not even chocolate. or ice cream could help me. and all i thought about was you. and i was just freaking out. and i was bored as hell. and u were there drunk. having fun. DRUNK. DRINKING. and not with me. does ur mom not like me or something. one question. why do you drink?
Claybrayker15Ths (8:40:26 PM): Maggie..........okay look
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:40:47 PM): ur scared of that ur going to mess our relationship up. STOP THINKING ABOUT THAT. AND JUST DONT DRINK. IF U LOVE ME YOU'LL STOP DRINKING. JUST LIKE I LOVE YOU. AND IM NOT SMOKING WEED. IF YOU DONT THINK YOU CAN STOP DRINKING. THEN WERE OVER. I SURE HOPE U LOVE ME ENOUGH TO STOP DRIKING. BECAUSE I DONT WANT US TO BE OVER. SO YOU HAVE TO CHOICES. STOP DRINKING AND WHERE TOGETHER. COUNTIUE DRINKING AND WERE OVER!
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:40:52 PM): YOUR CHOICE
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:41:06 PM): AND YOU CHOOSE IT NOWClaybrayker15Ths (8:44:12 PM): Maggie............you need to breathe a little
Claybrayker15Ths (8:44:15 PM): and CHILL
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:44:22 PM): no baby im sick of u drinking
Claybrayker15Ths (8:44:28 PM): your making this WAY to big of a deal
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:44:32 PM): no baby
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:44:34 PM): im not
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:44:39 PM): i dont like u drinkig
Claybrayker15Ths (8:44:43 PM): i mean im not alowed to have fun with my friends?
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:44:47 PM): even if u drank alone
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:44:53 PM): i still would. be were i was at now
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:45:02 PM): u can have fun without drinking
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:45:18 PM): i do that all the time
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:45:36 PM): i have fun with my friends they drink and get drunk and i dont. and i still have so much fun
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:46:50 PM): so if u truley love me like i think you do. you'll stop drinking. and i everything will be okay. but if u cant stop drinking. were over. and you have to choose now. because i cant be with someone who drinks and get drunk. just like you cant be with someone who smokes weed
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:47:16 PM): ive never been so serious in my life right now
Claybrayker15Ths (8:49:49 PM): You know that i love you more than anything.......and i respect the fact that you care so much about what i do with my friends..... Allthough i like having fun with my friends aand drinking with them........i will stop because i cannot loose you over something like this..
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:50:16 PM): i love you
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:50:20 PM): thank you
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:59:51 PM): ppl that drink=stupid. u drank you not stupid i love you. and i dont want to loose you. if ii did'nt love you. we would be over. but i know that u can stop drinking. and i love you......so much
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:00:00 PM): this should show u how much i love you
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:00:07 PM): that i give a crap about ur health
Claybrayker15Ths (9:00:12 PM): yeah
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:00:13 PM): i give a crap about you
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:00:14 PM): who u are
Claybrayker15Ths (9:00:15 PM): i know
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:00:18 PM): i give a crap about us
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:00:42 PM): if theres any day that u dont think i dont love you
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:00:46 PM): GO BACK TO TODAY
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:01:42 PM): were i choose you, even tho u drank . and even tho i hate it more than anything, i still choose you.other times its over. the reason i did. not only because i lvoe you
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:01:46 PM): but i know ur better then that
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:01:52 PM): and you dont need to drink
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:01:54 PM): u are the best
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:01:58 PM): u mean everything to me
Claybrayker15Ths (9:02:08 PM): okay
Claybrayker15Ths (9:02:15 PM): same here
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:02:19 PM): drinking is stupid. and ur not stupid. i know ur not
yep. im so proud of myself.
okay how many guys do you know if you asked them to quit something that they liked doing and did every other weekend or almost every week. and you said choose me or that. how many guys do you know would choose you. i never met a guy like that till yesterday. and hes my guy ♥
he means so much to me. and im just scared of loosing him.
but i know i have him now.
lol. i was soo scared that i was being a controling girlfriend lol. but idk im not tryin to be controlling im just trying to save his life.
i knew his friends whould give him hell
one of this friends(3:35:47 PM): man y would u give up drinkin 4 a girl
Claybrayker15Ths (3:36:26 PM): idk i mean it could get me into trouble someday
Claybrayker15Ths (3:36:48 PM): i mean idk i just really really want to be with her and if thats all it takes then so be it
one of this friends(3:38:59 PM): yea i understand but its not gnna get u into trouble as long as u drink and then stay at the place your at
one of this friends(3:39:04 PM): and not drive
he gave up drinking for me. i cant believe it..
so today i had to make up one last hour for school. for history. before the finals. which are ahhh two days. :( im scared. but yeah. so anyways. i made it up during the day which i went to ms. chryslers pep hour class. and ms. jones said it was okay which i was surprised because shes a bitch but w.e
so yeah i went and at the end of the hour ms.chrysler was just like they wont let me mark this hour as recoverd. and im just like wtf. because i actully want to go to college and i give a care. but yeah so then i jst went to the ap and mr.finn told me i had to write a 5 page essay. FUCK THAT. i made up my hour. you bitches lol. so i brought my mom into this and i called her. and she came up and mr. simms. and finn are pussys lol and just like oh yeah your attendence is fine. lol. to funny.
but yeah i had a calm day.
Dan was sitting in the hall and i had lunch and he had algebra 2and yeah i sat down. well not really sat
i got on both my knees. kissed him. and swang around and got up. and walked and just looked behind me, and yeah i was walking and my friend saw me do that. and shes just like awww that was too cute., you guys are like to cute together. ur going to be together for a while. you better get usesd to saying so grandpa. and im just like wtf. lol.. haha. i mena i want to be with dan for like EVER. and i really want to marry him some day lol. its funny how people that i dont talk to that much, now that i want to be with him for ever, and marry him lol. i mean this girl becky she barley knows me and she does'nt know dan but she just see's us in the hall way and just goes wow u guys are to cute together, lol its amazing.
simply amazing.
no matter how bad my day went. no matter what happens as long as i hear this or read this i know everything will be okay in the end.
Claybrayker15Ths (3:44:26 PM): i love you baby
If you've known me for a while. yes i drank and did drugs, and i regret all of that. It was stupid of me. and i reliezed i am ruining my life. So i stopped. And i hate people that drink and smoke. i dont hate who they are i just hate there going to become. when there 21 or 18 when its legal. you know. but yeah.
ive always hated dan drinking. The first. serious talk we ever had was about him drinking, and the first time i cried so much about our relationship was with that. long story. lost some trust. but i gained it back from him
so yeah he had a party at his house. friday night i was'nt allowed over because of his mom. but its all good. he drank, and got drunk. blah blah. i finally got fed up. and i did'nt want him to screw up his life with drinking.
i am so proud of myself tho.
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:38:37 PM): baby u dont even understand. u left and i already was in a bad mood. u called me. drunk. told me becca was there. and like 20 ppl where over. and fucken that pissed me off. then u told me about all the beer u drank at like 2:40 in the morning. when u left yesterday. i so wish i could of left with u. i had a really bad night. not even chocolate. or ice cream could help me. and all i thought about was you. and i was just freaking out. and i was bored as hell. and u were there drunk. having fun. DRUNK. DRINKING. and not with me. does ur mom not like me or something. one question. why do you drink?
Claybrayker15Ths (8:40:26 PM): Maggie..........okay look
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:40:47 PM): ur scared of that ur going to mess our relationship up. STOP THINKING ABOUT THAT. AND JUST DONT DRINK. IF U LOVE ME YOU'LL STOP DRINKING. JUST LIKE I LOVE YOU. AND IM NOT SMOKING WEED. IF YOU DONT THINK YOU CAN STOP DRINKING. THEN WERE OVER. I SURE HOPE U LOVE ME ENOUGH TO STOP DRIKING. BECAUSE I DONT WANT US TO BE OVER. SO YOU HAVE TO CHOICES. STOP DRINKING AND WHERE TOGETHER. COUNTIUE DRINKING AND WERE OVER!
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:40:52 PM): YOUR CHOICE
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:41:06 PM): AND YOU CHOOSE IT NOWClaybrayker15Ths (8:44:12 PM): Maggie............you need to breathe a little
Claybrayker15Ths (8:44:15 PM): and CHILL
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:44:22 PM): no baby im sick of u drinking
Claybrayker15Ths (8:44:28 PM): your making this WAY to big of a deal
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:44:32 PM): no baby
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:44:34 PM): im not
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:44:39 PM): i dont like u drinkig
Claybrayker15Ths (8:44:43 PM): i mean im not alowed to have fun with my friends?
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:44:47 PM): even if u drank alone
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:44:53 PM): i still would. be were i was at now
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:45:02 PM): u can have fun without drinking
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:45:18 PM): i do that all the time
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:45:36 PM): i have fun with my friends they drink and get drunk and i dont. and i still have so much fun
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:46:50 PM): so if u truley love me like i think you do. you'll stop drinking. and i everything will be okay. but if u cant stop drinking. were over. and you have to choose now. because i cant be with someone who drinks and get drunk. just like you cant be with someone who smokes weed
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:47:16 PM): ive never been so serious in my life right now
Claybrayker15Ths (8:49:49 PM): You know that i love you more than anything.......and i respect the fact that you care so much about what i do with my friends..... Allthough i like having fun with my friends aand drinking with them........i will stop because i cannot loose you over something like this..
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:50:16 PM): i love you
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:50:20 PM): thank you
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (8:59:51 PM): ppl that drink=stupid. u drank you not stupid i love you. and i dont want to loose you. if ii did'nt love you. we would be over. but i know that u can stop drinking. and i love you......so much
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:00:00 PM): this should show u how much i love you
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:00:07 PM): that i give a crap about ur health
Claybrayker15Ths (9:00:12 PM): yeah
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:00:13 PM): i give a crap about you
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:00:14 PM): who u are
Claybrayker15Ths (9:00:15 PM): i know
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:00:18 PM): i give a crap about us
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:00:42 PM): if theres any day that u dont think i dont love you
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:00:46 PM): GO BACK TO TODAY
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:01:42 PM): were i choose you, even tho u drank . and even tho i hate it more than anything, i still choose you.other times its over. the reason i did. not only because i lvoe you
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:01:46 PM): but i know ur better then that
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:01:52 PM): and you dont need to drink
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:01:54 PM): u are the best
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:01:58 PM): u mean everything to me
Claybrayker15Ths (9:02:08 PM): okay
Claybrayker15Ths (9:02:15 PM): same here
xXhArShMeLoDyXx (9:02:19 PM): drinking is stupid. and ur not stupid. i know ur not
yep. im so proud of myself.
okay how many guys do you know if you asked them to quit something that they liked doing and did every other weekend or almost every week. and you said choose me or that. how many guys do you know would choose you. i never met a guy like that till yesterday. and hes my guy ♥
he means so much to me. and im just scared of loosing him.
but i know i have him now.
lol. i was soo scared that i was being a controling girlfriend lol. but idk im not tryin to be controlling im just trying to save his life.
i knew his friends whould give him hell
one of this friends(3:35:47 PM): man y would u give up drinkin 4 a girl
Claybrayker15Ths (3:36:26 PM): idk i mean it could get me into trouble someday
Claybrayker15Ths (3:36:48 PM): i mean idk i just really really want to be with her and if thats all it takes then so be it
one of this friends(3:38:59 PM): yea i understand but its not gnna get u into trouble as long as u drink and then stay at the place your at
one of this friends(3:39:04 PM): and not drive
he gave up drinking for me. i cant believe it..
so today i had to make up one last hour for school. for history. before the finals. which are ahhh two days. :( im scared. but yeah. so anyways. i made it up during the day which i went to ms. chryslers pep hour class. and ms. jones said it was okay which i was surprised because shes a bitch but w.e
so yeah i went and at the end of the hour ms.chrysler was just like they wont let me mark this hour as recoverd. and im just like wtf. because i actully want to go to college and i give a care. but yeah so then i jst went to the ap and mr.finn told me i had to write a 5 page essay. FUCK THAT. i made up my hour. you bitches lol. so i brought my mom into this and i called her. and she came up and mr. simms. and finn are pussys lol and just like oh yeah your attendence is fine. lol. to funny.
but yeah i had a calm day.
Dan was sitting in the hall and i had lunch and he had algebra 2and yeah i sat down. well not really sat
i got on both my knees. kissed him. and swang around and got up. and walked and just looked behind me, and yeah i was walking and my friend saw me do that. and shes just like awww that was too cute., you guys are like to cute together. ur going to be together for a while. you better get usesd to saying so grandpa. and im just like wtf. lol.. haha. i mena i want to be with dan for like EVER. and i really want to marry him some day lol. its funny how people that i dont talk to that much, now that i want to be with him for ever, and marry him lol. i mean this girl becky she barley knows me and she does'nt know dan but she just see's us in the hall way and just goes wow u guys are to cute together, lol its amazing.
simply amazing.
no matter how bad my day went. no matter what happens as long as i hear this or read this i know everything will be okay in the end.
Claybrayker15Ths (3:44:26 PM): i love you baby