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Tired as hell. Last night when I layed down I was out completely. I didn't wake up again until almost noon today. Jess and Kels and I went to thunder and had a pretty good time, even though a lot of our plans got messed up because of the weather and what not. Then we came back here and haha, had a greatttttttttttttt time. I hadn't laughed that much in well.. a LONG ass time. We went to bed around 2:30 a.m. or so. It was a blast. I'd never really talked to Kelsey before.. but she's really cool. We ate at Hooters, because Kelsey had never been there before. Well, Jess found a bread tie in her food.. haha. What a wonderful first experience for Kels, huh?
Nothing much has happened the past week or so. I bought another nose ring, right. And the diamond fell out of that one too. Grr @ that. I will either have to try to get the hooked one in for prom, or go buy a new one at Claire's that I KNOW is straight. I haven't talked to Travis in over a week... I honestly don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing. I just feel like if we talk we might fight. He really hurt my feelings, how he treated me. He didn't bother to ask me if I said anything, he flat out attacked me. Which is not how you dicuss something with someone when you want to find something out. If he would have just asked me, I probably would have told him. I'm not going to lie to his ass, but apparently he doesn't believe that either. I'm just.. idk. Upset and confused about it all. I just wish he would 1) tell me what he heard or 2) just drop it and say he's sorry for how he went about it. Not sorry for being mad, because well, if he wants to be mad, he can. But he didn't have to treat me like he did. How I see it is. Why would he think that after he broke up with me for the reaons he did, which in my eyes are slightly STUPID, but anyways, that after he broke up with me I would still think he's the most wonderful person in this entire world. No, of course NOT. I'm going to be pissed and hurt and upset and probably say that he's an asshole, or a pussy. Which, I DID. For fucks sakes. I have a right to say how I feel. I love him, but I will not be treated like that. The END.
My stomach is bothering me, as is my left ear, and I have the sniffles. The ear ache and sniffles is probably from that damned weather yesterday.
Oh well.
And oh, I think I'm allgeric to the tanning bed.
Just a couple more times though, because prom is this coming Saturday. Where the hell am I going to go and get fucked up? I think I might go somewhere with Whit because she's going to be there. Who knows.