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Well... every relationship around me seems to be crumbling lately. It kinda has me freaked out a little bit. Not that I'm afraid it's going to rub off on me or anything, it's just strange, and people are breaking up that I would have never imagined would break up. I have friends breaking up after two years of incredible (trust me, if you saw them together, you'd agree) love, other friends who are being deceived by their significant others, and still other friends who just got bored and decided to move on. This is just making me think more and more about moving to Orlando with Zory because I'm so afraid something's going to go wrong and I'll have moved my whole life for him (which right now, is totally worth it) just for things to end. Trust me, I have so much faith in our relationship, but that doesn't stop me from having fears about the future. One of my couples that just broke up...I thought they'd be together forever, and while I know that all relationships are different, their breaking up makes me realize that just because someone seems perfect for you, and really is in all shapes and sizes, PERFECT for you, there's still the chance that something will go wrong and prove fatal. I hate that shit. It's like you're never going to be 100% secure in a relationship because there's always a chance of some freak accident slicing an artery and croaking. You can spend years with someone, and watch it all flush down the toilet because of one fight that just never ends.