is it really over....???
For the first time in months I feel like, I can finally breathe. Do as I please, go where ever I want without having to answer to anyone. Its sad because I wasn't even in a relationship. He just became psycho and decided to run my life. The burden has been lifted off my shoulders. No more misery, no more sleepless nights, no more crying out of frustration. I can finally spend time with people that do understand me, and like to have fun. I lived the life of lies for the past few months, just so I could live normally, just so I could be happy. But it all caught up with me. As much as I feel horrible for calling the cops and filing a report, I know i cant call him and try to salvage this in a civil manner. How can I, when the person has so many outrageous demands and he wants all the time in the world from you. For those who know me well, all know I live a breathless life, with way too many things on my plate and with little time to spare. But is all this really my fault, when I specifically told him that I'm a very difficult person to deal with, I'm selfish, moody and careless of others feelings. So he was forewarned! I'm sorry i had too do this, I dont even know why I'm apologizing. Now its back to living my life without questions and demands... I'm not even sure I know how that feels anymore...???