the discomfort has settled in large chunks in the bottom of my glass
*ALKALINE TRIO was pretty, damn sweet. matt skiiibbbbbaaaa = &hearts fa sho.
*nick & heidi are probably the cutest couple ever in life.
ever.
*got a cute alk3 logo teeee
*then went to tylers. and laughed a lot sort of. but it made me sad in a lot of ways too. it's just lame that people are leaving now instead of in 2-3 months. i feel selfish in the fact that i think everyone should be around for me to savour before i have to leave. i really don't even like talking about it anymore. i really don't want to think about it.
(*is this what being in love intails? in love or maybe not in love. in lust. in infatuation. love but not in love. friendship. frissons. flickers. flames. passion.)
*morgen drove me home.
i'm positively exhausted.
and my stomach kills.
and i am frustrated to the point of tears.
or maybe to the point of destroying things.
*tomorrow consists of heidi's grad gathering, dillon's, maybe eric's bday party, emily-ness hopefully, & i feel like i have something else important to do, but i can't remember what.
whatever, i'm going to sleep.
*nick & heidi are probably the cutest couple ever in life.
ever.
*got a cute alk3 logo teeee
*then went to tylers. and laughed a lot sort of. but it made me sad in a lot of ways too. it's just lame that people are leaving now instead of in 2-3 months. i feel selfish in the fact that i think everyone should be around for me to savour before i have to leave. i really don't even like talking about it anymore. i really don't want to think about it.
(*is this what being in love intails? in love or maybe not in love. in lust. in infatuation. love but not in love. friendship. frissons. flickers. flames. passion.)
*morgen drove me home.
i'm positively exhausted.
and my stomach kills.
and i am frustrated to the point of tears.
or maybe to the point of destroying things.
*tomorrow consists of heidi's grad gathering, dillon's, maybe eric's bday party, emily-ness hopefully, & i feel like i have something else important to do, but i can't remember what.
whatever, i'm going to sleep.