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Nov 13, 2014 15:55

it's probably unfair of me to want to hold you to your word.

"I can't live without you Jess, you are my best friend, and we basically have the best relationship in the world... You get pissed at me, I get pissed at you, we always come back... You nag at me, I diss (try to) you, and have our lives outside of each other... It seems no matter what (usually my idiocy) happens when we have time apart, it's like starting where we left off."

you know i'll never give up on you. i will be here waiting for your friendship forever. even if that day never comes. i will always root against the cowboys and i will always shrig and yeep yeep yerp and long for the days of mario and drinking games. fondly remembering msn messenger conversations and celebrating teenage birthdays. singing konstantine in a puddle of a tent. lying in the park staring at the sky asking the big questions.

those big questions are still here, but you're not. been through many a break up and heartbreak and yet losing you as a friend is the only thing that still hurts. i want nothing more than to have the attitude of 'well, you forgot me, so forget you too.' yet here i am, still missing your (huge) ass.

i don't know why i thought you'd be in my life forever, no one ever is.
only wish you the best. always
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