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spending this last week in seattle wraps up alot for me.
like, all the travel that I have been doing lately, to research/get the vibe of the school and to see old and new friends. In short. these last few months have been just perfectly needed, and perfectly satisfying.
that and more.
so these are pretty much the el options ooos. This last week I checked out University of Washington, University of Seattle and Seattle Pacific Univeristy. And i feel pretty good about know which one I would go to if i choose seattle, and I also have checked out the University of Colorado. Thankfully, i have acceptance from these places and can now sit back and freaking take a breath because i know im going somewhere when summer starts to fade.
Im nervous for summer. Kind of sad about the low river levels, as floating the local rivers is something ive been looking forward to ever since i got out of the last one, regardless of the dead animal clinging to the tree, and decaying, and boy, was that smell something. Kind of lopsided about what to think about the whole summer coming.
nothing more that i love then summer, a full moon and firecrackers.
but im really excited about loving where it is I am going to go to, and i just want to love it so much. I want to be somewhere that i can be proud of and involved in.
i miss what excitment was inside. and the words that formed such perfectly sweet metaphors and how, there was pride inside and something worth saying. Thats being eager see. And knowing how wonderfull leather, cealing fans and green green grass are. i open my window. I sleep to the sound of that windchime. A few times recently i have woken up in the middle of the night, and I forget all that has changed. And i think, that i might be visited there in peace. The summer brings uncertainty.
I get it.
Like mad sentences and frozen grapes. Summer brings crossed fingers and those moments where its like "ahh, this is good". I can't explain it, but those moments are exactly what I live for. And i don't want to forget.
debra. i miss you. goodluck with finals, i cant belive they are right now. you are going to do great.
like, all the travel that I have been doing lately, to research/get the vibe of the school and to see old and new friends. In short. these last few months have been just perfectly needed, and perfectly satisfying.
that and more.
so these are pretty much the el options ooos. This last week I checked out University of Washington, University of Seattle and Seattle Pacific Univeristy. And i feel pretty good about know which one I would go to if i choose seattle, and I also have checked out the University of Colorado. Thankfully, i have acceptance from these places and can now sit back and freaking take a breath because i know im going somewhere when summer starts to fade.
Im nervous for summer. Kind of sad about the low river levels, as floating the local rivers is something ive been looking forward to ever since i got out of the last one, regardless of the dead animal clinging to the tree, and decaying, and boy, was that smell something. Kind of lopsided about what to think about the whole summer coming.
nothing more that i love then summer, a full moon and firecrackers.
but im really excited about loving where it is I am going to go to, and i just want to love it so much. I want to be somewhere that i can be proud of and involved in.
i miss what excitment was inside. and the words that formed such perfectly sweet metaphors and how, there was pride inside and something worth saying. Thats being eager see. And knowing how wonderfull leather, cealing fans and green green grass are. i open my window. I sleep to the sound of that windchime. A few times recently i have woken up in the middle of the night, and I forget all that has changed. And i think, that i might be visited there in peace. The summer brings uncertainty.
I get it.
Like mad sentences and frozen grapes. Summer brings crossed fingers and those moments where its like "ahh, this is good". I can't explain it, but those moments are exactly what I live for. And i don't want to forget.
debra. i miss you. goodluck with finals, i cant belive they are right now. you are going to do great.