Aug 18, 2004 00:13
why am i always the lost and found girl.
loose your way and stop by for a pick me up... maybe even some dinner i suppose.
i kind of feel like taking peoples shit and telling them matter of factly i am so fucking tired of shit. Im not mad right now,,, just really tired of peoples shit.
I suddenly realize that games people play... whether it be perfection, indesiciveness or plaine stupdity are just insecruity masks. Let me tell you something.. i fucking hate games that people play. and hell, why shoulndt we all, i play a few myself.
let me give an example: If i tell you that it means nothing to me to go there again, i am so fucking pissed off that you won't go there with me.
if I tell you that I don't ever see it in the future.. i am so fucking in denial about it all that you might as well come over and take advantage of me.
(not that I would really let you.... only because I would make you think it was I that took it over and made it a me and not a we, thus there is not much to you... annnnnnd you need to go home now.)
If you tell me otherwise about things and I look like I don't care... its because I dont give a fuck about what you said. I knew it was coming, I had already figured out how you would say it and the fact that I was proved right is enough to tell me that I should have left a bit ago.
If this isnt enough let me just say it like this.
Its nice to know what was coming, and its a shame I had forgotten how it would make me feel. Stay focused and live with the beat. Its it's own kind any how right?