Jun 08, 2007 01:58
Private.
I hate him.
I hate him so much. He was there. He saw everything. Did he think it would help, remembering? Did he honestly think I was going to forgive and forget, especially when I found out he was there? He... he stepped over my dad's body as if it was rubbish someone had dropped in the street. He didn't even close his eyes.
He could have done something to save them.
And he didn't lift a finger.
Until it was too late.
You weren't swishing around like you owned the place then, were you, Snape? You were just some greasy-haired kid with a mask and a wand, running around after Voldemort, hoping he'd throw you a scrap of praise.
Pathetic.
And all of my life he has resented me for spoiling things for him.
Ah yes, it's all very clear now.
He wanted to claim the glory for himself. And I stole his thunder.
Like I had a choice.
Right. Well enough about Snape. He's not worth my time.
We are going to win this war. I am determined of it.
Going back there has helped to focus me on the task ahead.
I needed to do it. I needed to see.
I just didn't need to see his memories as well.
Locked to Remus, Kingsley, Bill, Charlie, Ron, Hermione, Valerius and Padma.
Hiya,
I know I haven't been about much lately, or really spoken to any of you since we returned from Godric's Hollow.
Going back there wasn't easy. I know I was a bit upset at the time. I just wanted to say thank you, to you all for understanding, and for being there for me.
I really appreciate it.
Harry.