Apr 11, 2009 11:24
I seriously do love you guys. There's nothing better than pmsing, writing a pissing rant about the sickening world, and having your friends not say something stupid like things will be wonderful and look up. I love that I get replies back about how there really is too much happiness and fakeness. I have realistic friends who have bad days too. It's disgusting when people are so niave to the things around them. It actually makes me feel better when you guys say ya, things are sucky, people suck, lifes not all that great right now, but you'll be better because of it. It's true. All of us are ahead of the game. We've all had life experiences that have made us stronger and more determined. Not put our head up our ass and hope it will go away. Things do get stressful and look like they won't ever end, but because we have these things happen, it makes us closer, and makes us get through it because we all give each other reality checks. That's what people really need rather than candy coating things. If you do candy coat it, one day it will all blow up in your face, and you won't have a shitten idea of how to handle it.
Ya, I'm bummed out having to live at home, not having a significant other, lack of money, being in the middle of no where. lol. But when things do look up, I'll appreciate it more. Sure I could have gone out and married whoever came along first, but what's the good of that. Settling means more heartbreak later on. It's frustrating now, but I'll be ahead of the game. My emo, stressed out, angered friends will all be ahead of the game. :)
It really is refreshing to have you guys and hear how you're dealing with things too. And it's nice to know I can go on a little rant every once in a while to get things out, and know someone is listening. A lot of people don't have that. So here's to saying screw all you people with your ridiculous happiness that one day will fall apart on you because you haven't experienced real life. And here's to all my lovely ladies who I appreciate every day, even though far away, for all their love and support and realistic views that keep me on track.