Hulk Smash
I am so frustrated right now it is really annoying. For starters Im going to some concert at NJCU tonight that I dont even want to go to. The only reason im going is so maybe I can see Erin for more then 10 minutes in a day. I know all the bands there are going to sux because if they didnt sux they would not be playing at a state college. On the upside Ill get to see Wong.
Another thing that bothers me is I cant remember the last time that I had sex and that is annoying. Its not even that its more along the lines of I cant remember the last time Erin kissed me. I dont mean the hello goodbye kiss I mean a real kiss. I guess it is just frustrating.
Im not gonna see her on fri sat or sun because friday she is going to visit her sister with her brother. She invited me but I dont want to go becuase, you know when you dont fit into a group it is just a bunch of aqward silences. That is what it is like whenever i go out with erin and her sister the few times that it has happened. Saturday she said she knows she has to do something but cant remember so there goes Saturday. Sunday she is going to some opera thing at njcu, and says she wants to go to bed early, well guess no time for me oh well life goes on.
Maybe wong will provide some inspiring words tonight. I am actually dreading going to this concert. I still state that I would much rather just hang out but whatever. So annoying. I dont know what im going to do this weekend so if anyone has any ideas let me know because I have nothing to do and dont really want to do anything.
I was talking to Danielle the other day and she said she goes to the Union City 2 dollar movies every weekend and whenever she goes there she thinks of me and wong. I thought that was kind of funny. I asked her why and she was like wong lives near there and I was like ok.......that was the end of that conversation lol. I dont even know why I talk to her she has the most pointless things to say and its always just a wast of time when she im's me or i im her.
I think jon is coming home this weekend so I will probably see what he is up to and try to hang out with him one day. Next weekend I think im heading to the mall with wong and jon but im sure that somehow that will fall through. I cant even describe enough how frustrated I am. I think the way I fell is like the true meaning of emo (as sad as that sounds) lol. Cant wait till I have a job and blaintly waste my money.
I played alot of Pacific Poker last night, I got my account over 140,000 thousand so I was happy with that considering you start with 1000. I didnt do it all in one night. Took awhile actually. I was talking to rolek the other day and there was nothing eventful going on with him except that he was pledging and they make him do a bunch of bs stuff like errands and junk and he complained about having no bs time which I would consider a good thing but then I came up with the revelation that if you have infinate bs time for x years and then suddenly go to no bs time it can be quiet the transition.
Another thing that bothers me is I cant remember the last time that I had sex and that is annoying. Its not even that its more along the lines of I cant remember the last time Erin kissed me. I dont mean the hello goodbye kiss I mean a real kiss. I guess it is just frustrating.
Im not gonna see her on fri sat or sun because friday she is going to visit her sister with her brother. She invited me but I dont want to go becuase, you know when you dont fit into a group it is just a bunch of aqward silences. That is what it is like whenever i go out with erin and her sister the few times that it has happened. Saturday she said she knows she has to do something but cant remember so there goes Saturday. Sunday she is going to some opera thing at njcu, and says she wants to go to bed early, well guess no time for me oh well life goes on.
Maybe wong will provide some inspiring words tonight. I am actually dreading going to this concert. I still state that I would much rather just hang out but whatever. So annoying. I dont know what im going to do this weekend so if anyone has any ideas let me know because I have nothing to do and dont really want to do anything.
I was talking to Danielle the other day and she said she goes to the Union City 2 dollar movies every weekend and whenever she goes there she thinks of me and wong. I thought that was kind of funny. I asked her why and she was like wong lives near there and I was like ok.......that was the end of that conversation lol. I dont even know why I talk to her she has the most pointless things to say and its always just a wast of time when she im's me or i im her.
I think jon is coming home this weekend so I will probably see what he is up to and try to hang out with him one day. Next weekend I think im heading to the mall with wong and jon but im sure that somehow that will fall through. I cant even describe enough how frustrated I am. I think the way I fell is like the true meaning of emo (as sad as that sounds) lol. Cant wait till I have a job and blaintly waste my money.
I played alot of Pacific Poker last night, I got my account over 140,000 thousand so I was happy with that considering you start with 1000. I didnt do it all in one night. Took awhile actually. I was talking to rolek the other day and there was nothing eventful going on with him except that he was pledging and they make him do a bunch of bs stuff like errands and junk and he complained about having no bs time which I would consider a good thing but then I came up with the revelation that if you have infinate bs time for x years and then suddenly go to no bs time it can be quiet the transition.