Loner-ism
Living in a land of mouth-breathers and meth users, I have become reclusive, such as I was before I lived in Tucson.
I quilt. I go to the gym. I go to the river. I read. I go to work. I do laundry and hang it on the line outside. I see a movie.
All by my lonesome. No one wants to hang out with me here. I'm starting to turn my back on them. So, now if someone does want to hang out with me I will ignore them, or if I do hang out with them, I will fear it is simply because they are bored and have nothing better to do. I'm tired of making myself vulnerable and available; my pride can only take so much. Argh.
I can't wait for nursing school to start. How sick is that???
But, at least there will be others who were intelligent enough to get into the program. They might be raging bitches, but at least they're smart. FUCK!!!
I hope to make a pilgrimage to Tucson before school starts. Financially speaking, Hell will freeze over first, but I'm going to try REALLY hard.
Much love to my friends where-ever you may be!
I quilt. I go to the gym. I go to the river. I read. I go to work. I do laundry and hang it on the line outside. I see a movie.
All by my lonesome. No one wants to hang out with me here. I'm starting to turn my back on them. So, now if someone does want to hang out with me I will ignore them, or if I do hang out with them, I will fear it is simply because they are bored and have nothing better to do. I'm tired of making myself vulnerable and available; my pride can only take so much. Argh.
I can't wait for nursing school to start. How sick is that???
But, at least there will be others who were intelligent enough to get into the program. They might be raging bitches, but at least they're smart. FUCK!!!
I hope to make a pilgrimage to Tucson before school starts. Financially speaking, Hell will freeze over first, but I'm going to try REALLY hard.
Much love to my friends where-ever you may be!