Aug 17, 2010 14:36
i have returned!! there was vacation and a mission trip and a retreat, but now i am here.
i cut my arm. well, scratched, technically, but it bled a lot and looks a lot like a cut, and i'm not always sure where the line between the two is anyway. but it was done with that useless stick thing off a pen that's sposta help you pin it on your pocket or something... so i think that makes it a scratch.
i'm 206.5 pounds. >< grrrr, time to stop eating. yes, yes i shall. im so out of shape, i can't exercise... but i'm good at not eating! i kinda think i could be a good bulimic if i could figure out how to make myself vomit (bad gag reflex) and im already on laxatives.... hm. but it doesn't work very well anyway, there are lots of fat bulimics. anorexia is the way to go. healthier too, as long as you take vitamins.
i'm sorta getting over nathan. ish. but i kinda still love him.... he pisses me off like no other and i love him dearly.
lets see, what else.... oh yeah, i think i'm bi, which some of you already know, and for the rest of you... surprise! i haven't told anyone in my real life yet tho. =/
well, thats it. tune in next time for my pathetic life.