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So yesterday I slept most of the day and had very heavy dreams. Well, the felt heavy - as in, I had a head cold and they were very fuzzy. Detailed, but seen as if my eyes were watery (they probably really were). All I remember from them was that I suddenly discovered I could roll my Rs. I was walking with Manolis and I was very excited and kept doing it, and I said "Now I can be a proper Greek opera singer!" Then I woke up - within the dream of course - and was sad that I couldn't really roll my Rs, but then I did, and I marveled at the fact that I could learn something in my sleep from my dreams. When I woke up for real I was sad to learn that I couldn't really. There was also something about running away from dogs, but they caught up to me, so I stopped, and they still kept biting at me.
Today I spent most of the day in a futile debate with a very close-minded person about Islam. In typical fashion, this dude resorted to personal attacks rather than substantive answers and rebuttals, so it was just annoying. I've been so completely unproductive I kind of feel like jumping off a bridge. Not really, but I don't know what to do with myself. But I really don't want suggestions because I really do know what to do, but just don't feel pushed to do it. I don't know what it takes to push me, because anyone telling me to will make it less likely for me to do it. I just feel very restless at the moment because of spending the last two days in bed with an annoying head cold. I'll admit I'm kinda glad I didn't have to work through it. I may have an opportunity for a job at a daycare center. I'll figure all that out and get back.
Today I spent most of the day in a futile debate with a very close-minded person about Islam. In typical fashion, this dude resorted to personal attacks rather than substantive answers and rebuttals, so it was just annoying. I've been so completely unproductive I kind of feel like jumping off a bridge. Not really, but I don't know what to do with myself. But I really don't want suggestions because I really do know what to do, but just don't feel pushed to do it. I don't know what it takes to push me, because anyone telling me to will make it less likely for me to do it. I just feel very restless at the moment because of spending the last two days in bed with an annoying head cold. I'll admit I'm kinda glad I didn't have to work through it. I may have an opportunity for a job at a daycare center. I'll figure all that out and get back.