so.........its come down to this hu?
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so...certain people i have recently heard are reading my livejournal,thats fine, thats why i have it, so u can listen in on me...but to say im a bad person because of things i say? i dont believe thats right. isnt all that matters what u feel in your heart?u say im anti-christ?you say im rebellious?...i say i disagree...u odviously know that iv talked matters of religion with the subject were talking about and she asked me to stop and i did...end of story,the matter hasnt been brought up again to this very night.i respected the wishes of her and i have held my word.and i know u know the situation with my mother and I are quite grimice but u need to realize that thats not going to affect "subject" she tells me everyday i complain about my mother that i need to have a better relationship with my mom...and all she says is blessings of her mother and how its sad i dont have that with my mom.so i dont know where rebellious came into play?
im a B average student cpable of A's,yes im lazy but not rebelious...i have a 9 oclock curfew on the weekdays and everynight im in by that time.I dont tell her to STAY out late past curfew or such things...from what iv seen its part of being a teenager,its a coming of age...i did it last year when i was a freshman and im sure you did too.i know i must sound erogant since im only 16 years old but you dont realize that im one of the most perceptive kids she knows...i watch ppl and i see how they act so i know how people are.
personally she is one of the greatest people iv come to known in my 16 years on the face of this planet...she has been there for me everytime i needed her and i hope its a mutual feeling for her of me...why take that away?isnt what u want for her? someone who is true to the vert marrow in there bones?she knows that i dont lie...i never have to her...i hate liers and i still hate myself for the whole movie event that happened,it shouldnt have ever turned out like it did.everyword i say to her is from the bottom of my heart and i mean it.
yes i know my mouth gets out of control and i do speak alot of nonsence shall we say.and i will definatly work on that to be with her as a friend you have my word and you can ask anyone that my word is as strong as the very bricks that make up the pyrimids...think about it they have lasted thousands of years...and are still the most beautiful structures most people ever see?
i am willing to talk to you with or without her,so u can see that im not just some guy that wants to take her from u and that i actually care about her well being.
Im not trying to be her parent if that is another concern of yours...im trying to be a true friend..im there to help her get pointed in the right direction when she needs it or a shoulder to cry on...like a parent but you were once kids and you know sumtimes certain things cant be brought up with parents because of the mentality diffence between adult and teen.
This is a formal request to anyone that has ever known me,foe or friend,when i make a promise i keep it dont i?when you need me im there arnt i?when no one would listen to you,who was there?is adamcheck deserving of such a person? how many times have i told u sumthing about certain people and i was right?...please anything u can post to better help my chances of succes and help my friendship with this person last please post it.....i know i can change certain aspects of myself..iv done it before but i wont change how much i care for her,she is the most amazing person i have probably met,her abilities after highschool are boundless because of her mentality at such an age...she is on the way to greatness.
~Matthew James Adamcheck~16~
so...certain people i have recently heard are reading my livejournal,thats fine, thats why i have it, so u can listen in on me...but to say im a bad person because of things i say? i dont believe thats right. isnt all that matters what u feel in your heart?u say im anti-christ?you say im rebellious?...i say i disagree...u odviously know that iv talked matters of religion with the subject were talking about and she asked me to stop and i did...end of story,the matter hasnt been brought up again to this very night.i respected the wishes of her and i have held my word.and i know u know the situation with my mother and I are quite grimice but u need to realize that thats not going to affect "subject" she tells me everyday i complain about my mother that i need to have a better relationship with my mom...and all she says is blessings of her mother and how its sad i dont have that with my mom.so i dont know where rebellious came into play?
im a B average student cpable of A's,yes im lazy but not rebelious...i have a 9 oclock curfew on the weekdays and everynight im in by that time.I dont tell her to STAY out late past curfew or such things...from what iv seen its part of being a teenager,its a coming of age...i did it last year when i was a freshman and im sure you did too.i know i must sound erogant since im only 16 years old but you dont realize that im one of the most perceptive kids she knows...i watch ppl and i see how they act so i know how people are.
personally she is one of the greatest people iv come to known in my 16 years on the face of this planet...she has been there for me everytime i needed her and i hope its a mutual feeling for her of me...why take that away?isnt what u want for her? someone who is true to the vert marrow in there bones?she knows that i dont lie...i never have to her...i hate liers and i still hate myself for the whole movie event that happened,it shouldnt have ever turned out like it did.everyword i say to her is from the bottom of my heart and i mean it.
yes i know my mouth gets out of control and i do speak alot of nonsence shall we say.and i will definatly work on that to be with her as a friend you have my word and you can ask anyone that my word is as strong as the very bricks that make up the pyrimids...think about it they have lasted thousands of years...and are still the most beautiful structures most people ever see?
i am willing to talk to you with or without her,so u can see that im not just some guy that wants to take her from u and that i actually care about her well being.
Im not trying to be her parent if that is another concern of yours...im trying to be a true friend..im there to help her get pointed in the right direction when she needs it or a shoulder to cry on...like a parent but you were once kids and you know sumtimes certain things cant be brought up with parents because of the mentality diffence between adult and teen.
This is a formal request to anyone that has ever known me,foe or friend,when i make a promise i keep it dont i?when you need me im there arnt i?when no one would listen to you,who was there?is adamcheck deserving of such a person? how many times have i told u sumthing about certain people and i was right?...please anything u can post to better help my chances of succes and help my friendship with this person last please post it.....i know i can change certain aspects of myself..iv done it before but i wont change how much i care for her,she is the most amazing person i have probably met,her abilities after highschool are boundless because of her mentality at such an age...she is on the way to greatness.
~Matthew James Adamcheck~16~