Jul 18, 2004 18:39
THIS is bullshit! im fucking livid right now im so pissed... i was supposed to go meet erin at the airport and spend time iwth her that day she got back on the 22md and i fucking told my dad B4 she even left! dont plan anything on the 22nd because i have plans that i want to do with erin because i wouldnt have seen her in 3 weeks and he just fucking ignores me and plans a cedar point trip
WTF i seriously dont get it! my fuckign parents fuck me over so god damn much im so sick and tired of it and soon when im 1`8 im not dealing with anyone shit ever agaian go in the fucking military sumone fucks with me and they just get shot in the face i swear to god... no one will make plans over mine or fuck me over....
so i made plans with my aunt to let me borrw her car that night ewrin got back so i could go see spiderman 2 with erin and hang out cuzz of the time we missed eachother so she is like yeah sure and i will drivwe u doiwn tto cedar point the day after so ur dad doesnt get pissed...but u have to do some work for me.... ok so i go to her house and did some of the work and yeah trhat all kool then today the day after i get a call from her after i confirmed with her that i could borrow the car and such that she cant go....LAST FUCKING MINUITE! iom so tired of people doing things half assed or last miniute.... so yeah now i dont see erin for 4 weeks WTF! my dad doesnt liek not seeing me for 1 week cuzz he loves me...well sorry POPS but i love erin so if u cant deal with one week how u think i feel abouyt 4 HU! all u fucking care about is ur little family outings dad!....GFRRRRRRRRRRRR I SWEAR IF IU HAD MY FUCKING.........GOD! i could so fucking punch 80 holes in the walls and go thru the fucking studs too.
sorry erin that i wont be able to see you the day i get back... i did everything i could..and i failed, the gods hate me what can i say...when i get back my family can fuck off for a while because its me and u time...4 weeks instead of 3 there rediculous...cant wait till i get my car so i can just escape whenever i want
~the dark angel...today~