Sorry, this one's pretty emo.
I feel like I have to work really hard to ever hang out with anyone, and that I only hang out with friends once every other week or so. Some of you I haven't seen in at least a month. It seems like sometimes friends that I wouldn't have thought would even know each other hang out with each other more than they do with me. Am I not fun to hang out with? Am I hard to get ahold of? Am I just making this up? Do you need my cell phone number? It's 953-5856 if you do. I check my internets all the time anyway, though. Also, just because I live in Cottage Grove doesn't mean I can't hang out. I go up to Eugene at least five days a week already, ya know. And just because I don't like to drink doesn't mean I want to avoid parties with alcohol. I don't drink because I can hardly stomach the stuff, not because I'm opposed to it.
I hate to sound so whiny, but I'm really lonely.
I hate to sound so whiny, but I'm really lonely.