Jun 12, 2004 00:28
Tales from Southside coming soon (to UJournal only).
In the meantime, here's what my former best friend had to say after TWO weeks of silence, the SECOND of which I spent having Tylenol pumped from my system and suffering from hepatitis and permanent liver damage:
Ryze1436: Maybe its best we don't talk
Auto response from OFragmentedOne: 3749392 (AIM still hates me)
(my psychiatrist says I need to talk to you...if you even care)
<3 B-Finn
Ryze1436: for a while at least
OFragmentedOne: w/e, i almost died and u didnt even see me, u dont care so y should i
Ryze1436: maybe its better that you think that
Ryze1436: g'night
OFragmentedOne: i dont get it but oh well
OFragmentedOne: i etill deserve better treatment, i tuink
OFragmentedOne: *still, think
OFragmentedOne: u stood me up 4 prom then i almost die and u dont care
OFragmentedOne: u cant justify that
OFragmentedOne: theres just no excuse
Ryze1436: yah got me there. yah finally won. congradulations
Ryze1436: good night
OFragmentedOne: how can u say that
OFragmentedOne: do u even realize
Ryze1436: because you won. you've been forcing me to give up this entire time and i did. i give up.
Ryze1436: good night.
OFragmentedOne: that my liver is permanently fucked up
OFragmentedOne: i didnt force u 2 do anything
OFragmentedOne: i just expected u 2b a good friend
Ryze1436: you can feed me every last morsal of gulty sweetness in the world, it won't help. once again, good night.
OFragmentedOne: im still guilt tripping u?
OFragmentedOne: ur still on that?
Ryze1436: looks like we are at the same spot where we left off
Ryze1436: doesn't seem to get any better
Ryze1436: good night
OFragmentedOne: yea except wen my friend is hospitalized i put all fights aside
OFragmentedOne: would u even care
OFragmentedOne: if i didnt make it
Ryze1436: you probably think i wouldn't give a shit in the entire world
OFragmentedOne: would u notice
Ryze1436: but yes, i would, and i would feel like shit because it would be my fault
Ryze1436: for not letting you know that
OFragmentedOne: coulda fooled me
Ryze1436: but i knew you would be ok
OFragmentedOne: how
Ryze1436: and we need a break, because obviously nothing else works
OFragmentedOne: tue drs didnt
OFragmentedOne: the
Ryze1436: every time we talk, you get depressed and things get ugly
Ryze1436: so if we don't talk, we can forget all this crap. You need it and I need it.
Ryze1436: good night
OFragmentedOne: fuck u u need it
OFragmentedOne: not me
Ryze1436: your right
OFragmentedOne: and u know it
Ryze1436: so good night
Ryze1436 is away at 12:10:37 AM.
OFragmentedOne: its just easier 4 u
(Let the chips fall where they may)