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[harmony622]

NewsieGirl (7:39:03 PM): whyy arent u at the beacchhh
Awaken622 (7:39:11 PM): bc no one told me about it
NewsieGirl (7:39:18 PM): ohh im sorrryyy

Yeah, so am I.

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[harmony622]

a- sorry if when i get up at 6 am i vomit go back to sleep wake up with a headache go back to sleep wake up to spend an hour in the bathroom...i dont exactly consider that being lazy, tho
b- i dont go out as often or as late as u seem to think, i only go out late occassionally when im feeing ok, cuz like ive said 3425348905 times, my illness is on and off, not every day, and sometimes just in the morning or just in the evening. this morning was hell but now i feel fine, jsut extremely depressed by ur insensitivity, but oh well, fuck you
c- i ruined myself? yea ur right, u got me, i made myself sick to get out of the last two weeks of school, when we arent even doing anything anyway, everyones jsut having a good time. i wanted to miss out on all of that so i decided to have a really fast heartrate somtiems and get really nauseous etc, cuz thats much more pleasant
d- i dont deserve to speak at graduation or be salutatorian? fuck you. ive worked my ass off for 4 years for that honor, and i dont deserve to have it taken away because im sick
e- setting a bad example? oh ur right, im so sorry, i should be encouraging all those whiny underclassmen to go to school no matter what. fuck them and their viruses and fevers etc, school's more important than health.

I'm not doing this anymore its just upsetting me and ur clearly not a close friend of mine because if u were ud know how sick i am and how i miss seeing people at school and ud know im not irresponsible and im not lazy because anyone whos known me for like more than a day knows that, so ur not a close friend, u dont give a shit about me...why am i justifying myself to you?
go fuck urself.

Re: blah blah blah

[harmony622]

regardless of how many times you don't go out, the point still remains that you are going out till one or later on school nights, when you have been and are "sick." i put it in quotations because it sounds like you are a hypochondriac. It sounds like all of your symptoms are caused by your emotional and mental misconceptions, and you need to get your shit together. For God's sake you WERE first in the class. You have fucked yourself over with one month till graduation. And honestly, I can't believe your "close friends," your "real friends" are letting you do this to yourself. If they truly wanted to help you, they wouldn't allow you to do this to your academic record. You were admitted to an Ivy League school. Do you know how many people would kill to get in to one? And hmm, conviently enough, as soon as everything is set to go to college, you stop showing up, and you suddenly get a rare and new disease, that only Saryta has. Sorry, but your "new plague" sounds like its all in your head.

Here is some advice, if you're not too spiteful to listen...How about you drag your ass to school one day to explain to your teachers what the hell is going on? Then instead of bitching to your enabler friends and your live journal, you can maybe fix the situation you've created and get yourself out of this shithole that is now your high school career. Fix it, don't bitch about it.

Re: blah blah blah

[harmony622]

Umm yea I went to the doctor today, and guess what he said? I'M SICK. If you want a copy of the note he's sending to the school just let me know. So you have my testimony of what I've been experiencing, which is obviously physical as well as emotional, and if you think im a hypochondriac then there's my mothers testimony, AND in case you think she's a liar for whatever reason you now ahve a certified doctor's statement saying I'm to stay home and be home schooled until further notice and pending the results of a blood test which needs to be sent to some lab or other. So if in spite of what I say, what my mom says, and what a man with a PhD in medicine says, if in spite of all that you STILL don't believe I am sick, then you're just a fucking idiot, and I'm not going to waste another moment on you.
Oh, by the way, with the exception of last night, I RARELY go out on schoolnights, like hardly ever...and when I do, I'm usually home by 10, or 11 at the very latest. Not that it's any of your business but I thought you'd like to know since you fancy yourself such an expert on me and my life.
Columbia won't reject me for being sick.
I won't be stripped of the salutatory for being sick.
So stop trying to make me feel like I'm a failure and I fucked something up because I didn't, all I did was get sick, and all I'm doing now is trying to get better with a doctor's guidance and my family's support. And I got to tell ya, it takes a really really low type of person to spend so much time and energy picking on a sick person they hardly know. You're really a demented fuck. Get a life.