You Know when it gets creepy when--

[harmony283]

Twice now.

Last night, and this morning.

Sam/panda_pon  you should know this already apparently ate Roast Beef with some rice last night. No big deal, right? Except I ate the same thing. For dinner (they literally had some roast beef at the commons, and I only got rice along side it cuz I wasn't very hungry)

Then this morning I went to go get some bread to

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I don't even like Star Trek

[ashoakandthorn]

You two have got a Vulcan mind meld going.

Re: I don't even like Star Trek

[harmony283]

And the first thing that went through my mind was "Vulcan? You mean the statue I can see from my dorm? It can MOVE?" <--that tells you how brain dead I am. Seriously.

*headdesk/laugh* don't we? XD

[ashoakandthorn]

Vulcan statue, what?

Yes. Yes you do.

[harmony283]

We have a park called Vulcan Park (where the Boy Scout Club meets, and where some sport events are held) --and there's a Vulcan statue right outside of it. ^^;

and apparently one of my suitemates moved out--and the only reason I knew was because I asked my roommate today >.>;; *came back up RIGHT when they were moving out* I mean wut. Care to tell me these things please? You saw me yesterday x.x

[ashoakandthorn]

Oh, wow.

Did they say why? And without a note even.

Oops typo XD

[harmony283]

talk about interesting coincidence XD

Well yeah I asked my roommate why and she said because apparently an RA over at Blazer Hall (freshman hall) quit and since she apparently was their 2nd choice --they decided to tell her this, so she has to move over there TODAY. And seriously. I was in the hall, when they were moving her stuff out. It was like one of them didn't even recognize me x.x *it's not my fault with my schedule the way it is--that I have classes during the day*

*sigh* apparently we won't get in a new person this semester, but maybe next semester? I wonder who it'll be >.>

Saw nothing

[ashoakandthorn]

I don't really believe in them.

Oh yeah, those things happen quick. At gale force winds even. Hey, I like classes during the day.

That's not so bad.

Good XD

[harmony283]

Kay XD

Yeah I guess so >.>;; (you'd think they'd give her a bit of a warning's notice...) And well I mean I've been outta the dorm since 9AM this morning xD *not bad but* I do miss things, apparently. xP

No it's not. So it'll be just 3 people this semester. Wonder if it'll get me to knowing the other girl a bit better. Hrm.

[ashoakandthorn]

Early classes. Gotta love them. (Just not the 8:30 ones, needs to get used to 6:30 wake up calls.)

Well, now's a time as good as any to find out.

[harmony283]

>.>;; I had an 8AM one...and I'm seriously thinking next semester (since my room faces east) I need to start looking into early classes again. I HATE having afternoon classes (besides the fact that one of my classes is, uh, pointless)

And yeah. Except now I feel like crap x.x long story short. sent an email to Linor trying to figure out if we could work this out at all *she didn't say very much when she was online* and...yeah. I'm trying not to cry right now *feels really stupid*

[ashoakandthorn]

Pointless class = naptime. Or if you can't get away with it zoning out.

Maybe she needs more time? It'll work out I think, if you both want it to.

[harmony283]

Oh yeah you can get away with zoning out. and checking your emails. And yeah. Though if you get done early enough he said you can leave if there's nothing else to do :/

I'd say 'I hope' but it doesn't look like it neither of us really contacted each other at one point *because MSN was being evil, and she didn't have Skype* and she's...using that as a, um, vocal point. When she could have easily emailed me and I WOULD HAVE answered. *did not know anything was wrong x.x* but there's no easy way to bring that up *sigh*

[ashoakandthorn]

I think I like that prof.

I guess you'll just have to avoid each other for a while. (Hopefully there won't be an elephant in the room.) It doesn't seem like she'll want to discuss it if she's not answering/replying to you. Maybe just leave a message saying you'll be there whenever she's ready to talk things over?

[harmony283]

It was actually a graduate student (or TA?) XD spent the first 45 minutes of class plugging in numbers >.>;;;

no, no I mean ...this was before/over the summer *when I had other issues going on where I avoided MSN* when we didn't contact each other. And I mean I SENT her an email...Sunday night/Monday morning (or something) and that was the one asking about if we could work it out--that's the one she responded to telling me all of this stuff that she never bothered even HINTING at before x.x *that's what I meant when I said that I didn't know anything was wrong--because I really DIDN'T* so yeah I really do wish she'd sent me an email with this worry before she went and got herself physically sick over it. But I can't go back and change the past. I like fixing things, but you can't go fixing things that are already broke (even if you don't KNOW they are till later). *headdesk* she said she still wants to be friends though, and I do too....just...ugh x.x

[ashoakandthorn]

...my brain is melting away just thinking about it.

Maybe she didn't want to worry you with her problems. I know that I tend to internalize stuff, and other people do too. It's like you think your problems are meant to be dealt with by yourself, or you don't want to burden anyone else about it. Only way to get answers to that would be to pry, and sometimes, that would have been mistaken as disrespect for personal privacy.

It's good that you're rebuilding bridges with each other though.

And you know you've got a crowd of people standing behind you.

[harmony283]

......o.o *catches in a bucket*

Yeah she's like that x.x though I KNOW for a while there she WOULD tell me *because I was her girlfriend and I told her before not to worry and to TELL me* but...yeah I do it too so x.x and yeah it's a difficult thing to ask about, but if it had to do with the relationship I'd LIKE to think that she would have told me x.x

We're trying to yeah.

Oh and dad has epic timing. He's taking me out to dinner;;;