gee gollie
i just have to say life is wierd. It's so strange how your life and the people around you can flip into a new dynamic in a second. Like when you become an ex. You are no longer welcome around the people who are friends with your ex. or divorce. One minute you are considered a family. And the next you are in a single parent home. and other families pick their words carefully or look at you sadly. And friendships. when you were in 5th grade you didn't hang out with highschoolers, but when you grow up an older guy will hit on you and never think about how it was along time ago. I just think it's interesting.
I guess it just makes me think that this is what life is all about. Being nice to people you don't care for, saying things you don't mean, reconnecting with the past, and never depending on anything because everything is constantly changing. Even yourself because you yourself are constantly changing. one day you can look forward to driving to someone's house and the next you hope you never have to go again.
Matt and i are trying it out again. And it's a whole different relationship now. Same guy, same memories but different scenerio, different rules, different expecations, different love. it's just funny how life works.
I guess it just makes me think that this is what life is all about. Being nice to people you don't care for, saying things you don't mean, reconnecting with the past, and never depending on anything because everything is constantly changing. Even yourself because you yourself are constantly changing. one day you can look forward to driving to someone's house and the next you hope you never have to go again.
Matt and i are trying it out again. And it's a whole different relationship now. Same guy, same memories but different scenerio, different rules, different expecations, different love. it's just funny how life works.