false pretenses
I rarely update. but i felt like updating.
so ive decided that theres something seriously wrong with me. like...ive been fine and suddenly today i just felt so sad. i wasnt angry. just sad. about absolutly nothing. and im on like a bunch of different medications, sooo this shouldnt be happening anymore. but alas it does. and its like i feel like im being an asshole to everyone, cuz i dont want to talk to anyone, but honestly its for your own protection. no but seriously. and then its like i feel like no one gets that i cant really help it, and theres nothing you can do to help soooo just let me be and ill let you be and we can all just let it be. so i guess ill be watching a clockwork orange tonight...maybe do some reading..maybe go out..but i really dont feel like seeing anyone. also right now i feel id take anything way too personally.
on another note. why the hell do people like those gay vera bradley or whatever the fuck they are bags. they are so hideous. are you trying to be a grandma? ughh they piss me off.
the list of things pissing me of right now can go on and on and on
so ive decided that theres something seriously wrong with me. like...ive been fine and suddenly today i just felt so sad. i wasnt angry. just sad. about absolutly nothing. and im on like a bunch of different medications, sooo this shouldnt be happening anymore. but alas it does. and its like i feel like im being an asshole to everyone, cuz i dont want to talk to anyone, but honestly its for your own protection. no but seriously. and then its like i feel like no one gets that i cant really help it, and theres nothing you can do to help soooo just let me be and ill let you be and we can all just let it be. so i guess ill be watching a clockwork orange tonight...maybe do some reading..maybe go out..but i really dont feel like seeing anyone. also right now i feel id take anything way too personally.
on another note. why the hell do people like those gay vera bradley or whatever the fuck they are bags. they are so hideous. are you trying to be a grandma? ughh they piss me off.
the list of things pissing me of right now can go on and on and on