I Left My ♥ in Los Angeles
Been gone for a long while now (2 weeks-ish). Scrolled through 525+ flist posts, commented on some (sorry!). Basically, I moved. From California to Texas. I cannot even tell you how incredibly... screwed up I feel. It's a mixture of SO many emotions- sadness from leaving friends, people I love; happiness for my mom who likes it here; anger at the horrible, vile FREEZING weather; intrigue at the possibilities here with practically starting a new life here, my adult life actually; weary of having to readjust my entire life to a new place. I'm just entirely confused and have no idea how I'm supposed to feel :X
I went a long while w/o TV which was oh so saddening. First of all, rest in peace to Heath Ledger :( I was never a big fan of his but it is so tragic for such a young and talented guy like that to pass. I really didn't believe the news when I heard it, it's almost unreal. Most of all, it really reminded me of the song "Like You'll Never See Me Again" by Alicia Keys-
I don't wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed
So true. It's hard sometimes, but life needs to be enjoyed as much as possible :]
Okay, so y'all (I've always said "y'all." It's not a Texas thing!) lost to the Spurs and the Mavs (who I THOROUGHLY dislike, especially as a resident of Dallas) but I still love you boys because you're my Lakers, my hometown boys. That's the sentimental me talking. As an objective fan, I have one thing to say: DEFENSE! Good grief, as a Bynum-less and Ariza-less team, everyone of you guys needs to step up at least 2 notches. Looking forward to tommorow's game against the Cavs. It's going to be weird to see the Lakers play a home game while I'm a thousand plus miles away rooting screaming for them :|
So my life is going to be a crazy series of insanity from now on. I am going to get a job and then when summer pulls around the bend, I'm probably going to take classes, get some GE credits done. Maybe I'll wait till fall, I don't know yet, we'll see. Work is scary for me because it's bascially going to be my first job. Wish me luck!
Before all the packing and moving commenced, I got some icons done AND I worked on something. That'll come later :)
Feeling ::
nostalgic
Listening To :: Sober || Kelly Clarkson
I went a long while w/o TV which was oh so saddening. First of all, rest in peace to Heath Ledger :( I was never a big fan of his but it is so tragic for such a young and talented guy like that to pass. I really didn't believe the news when I heard it, it's almost unreal. Most of all, it really reminded me of the song "Like You'll Never See Me Again" by Alicia Keys-
I don't wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don't wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
'Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed
So true. It's hard sometimes, but life needs to be enjoyed as much as possible :]
Okay, so y'all (I've always said "y'all." It's not a Texas thing!) lost to the Spurs and the Mavs (who I THOROUGHLY dislike, especially as a resident of Dallas) but I still love you boys because you're my Lakers, my hometown boys. That's the sentimental me talking. As an objective fan, I have one thing to say: DEFENSE! Good grief, as a Bynum-less and Ariza-less team, everyone of you guys needs to step up at least 2 notches. Looking forward to tommorow's game against the Cavs. It's going to be weird to see the Lakers play a home game while I'm a thousand plus miles away rooting screaming for them :|
So my life is going to be a crazy series of insanity from now on. I am going to get a job and then when summer pulls around the bend, I'm probably going to take classes, get some GE credits done. Maybe I'll wait till fall, I don't know yet, we'll see. Work is scary for me because it's bascially going to be my first job. Wish me luck!
Before all the packing and moving commenced, I got some icons done AND I worked on something. That'll come later :)
Feeling ::
nostalgic
Listening To :: Sober || Kelly Clarkson