May 27, 2008 23:51
On a bit of a whim I've applied for a months work experience at the BBC Radio Factual department in Manchester.
I don't really know what made want to apply, apart from the fact I need some work experience from somewhere and they make woman's hour and I'd like to know more about that. And I love radio 4, it sooths me.
However I have no experience of anything particularly relevant to anything, so they more then likely wont want to help me out.
I've filled in my form to leave Sheffield. I'm scared to hand it in.
And I went to a family birthday party on Monday and I met cousins of cousins and 3rd cousins and too many people I really don't want to turn into when I'm old. The whole thing was very scary all round, but so very Jewish. There were fish balls and everything. I'm am such a good granddaughter... shame that I really dislike my grandparents really. But find it very hard to look at my wife beating, racist, homophobic, bully of a grandfather and I want to like my grandmother but she is too far gone to even try and have a conversation with that it's just too sad.