Jan 21, 2006 15:49
So today is even worse so far.It just keeps getting worse.SHe is gone I am happy but I do not know what is wrong I am still stressed out about things she did even though she is gone.She is telling them that we fed her human meat.She said finnaly I am not getting fed human meat.I hope that she never comes back into my life ever again.Right now what I need is someone to help me through all of this.I know you are trying your best to help me Samantha I really thank you for it.And I thank anyone else who helped or tried to help me.
I must sound like a broken record to some of you people.
I cannot concentrate in school or do anything.I cannot even make Samantha or anyone happy.
My life is horrible the last 8 months I wanted nothing but peace and I got far from it.
I know that what I am going through may be nothing compared to other people problems but it is hard really hard.I just want to tell everyone that I have been trying my best to make you happy.
I hope you all understand.Thanks