I just need to bitch...
Ok...
So, yeah. Pretty angry right now. I have no money. $2.50 in my bank account...and it has to last me all tomorrow. REALLY NEED A PAY DAY (THIS FRIDAY)!!! So, that's not too bad...I just can't buy all the chocolate I want. Oh, and Jamie wasn't at school today...I really had to talk to him about an issue on my mind. I have no idea where he was either. Last I knew he was at Shawn's (sp?) last night. It's not like I get to see him EVER. During fifth, that's it...and if he decides to see me at the end of lunch. Oh well, can't win them all. So, I have this big bio project with Adam to do as well. I had to work on it after school with him. I was REALLY REALLY dreading it, but we actually got along (for once) and I rather enjoyed myself. I didn't get home from school until 6pm, but oh well.
So, I had to talk to Jamie about something that's been really bothering me...plus all this crap gets thrown at me and all of this school work. I might not graduate because I'm not sure if I will pass Chemistry. I'm becoming mentally drained. I told some people that I was going to get all prettied up for Prom then hang myself in the basement. I really considered inflicting some pain on myself to help make me feel better, but I have not as of yet. I'm restraining myself.
On to what's really pissing me off at the moment though. I asked my mother about prom night. SHE WANTS A FUCKING PHONE NUMBER AND WANTS TO TALK TO THE PERSON'S PARENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW FUCKING STUPID IS THAT??? I AM SO ANGRY! I CAN'T PUT UP WITH HER BULLSHIT OVER-PROTECTIVENESS!!! ARG GRR ALEKRTNUCOGHK! I don't even know if Jamie wants me around all night with everyone...he said something yesterday that gave me the impression that he didn't. So maybe I'll just come home drunk. Or not go in the limo that Jamie agreed to and go my separate way? I don't know :(
GRR.
So, yeah. Pretty angry right now. I have no money. $2.50 in my bank account...and it has to last me all tomorrow. REALLY NEED A PAY DAY (THIS FRIDAY)!!! So, that's not too bad...I just can't buy all the chocolate I want. Oh, and Jamie wasn't at school today...I really had to talk to him about an issue on my mind. I have no idea where he was either. Last I knew he was at Shawn's (sp?) last night. It's not like I get to see him EVER. During fifth, that's it...and if he decides to see me at the end of lunch. Oh well, can't win them all. So, I have this big bio project with Adam to do as well. I had to work on it after school with him. I was REALLY REALLY dreading it, but we actually got along (for once) and I rather enjoyed myself. I didn't get home from school until 6pm, but oh well.
So, I had to talk to Jamie about something that's been really bothering me...plus all this crap gets thrown at me and all of this school work. I might not graduate because I'm not sure if I will pass Chemistry. I'm becoming mentally drained. I told some people that I was going to get all prettied up for Prom then hang myself in the basement. I really considered inflicting some pain on myself to help make me feel better, but I have not as of yet. I'm restraining myself.
On to what's really pissing me off at the moment though. I asked my mother about prom night. SHE WANTS A FUCKING PHONE NUMBER AND WANTS TO TALK TO THE PERSON'S PARENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOW FUCKING STUPID IS THAT??? I AM SO ANGRY! I CAN'T PUT UP WITH HER BULLSHIT OVER-PROTECTIVENESS!!! ARG GRR ALEKRTNUCOGHK! I don't even know if Jamie wants me around all night with everyone...he said something yesterday that gave me the impression that he didn't. So maybe I'll just come home drunk. Or not go in the limo that Jamie agreed to and go my separate way? I don't know :(
GRR.