I could kill her ♥
She outed me. She was in trouble for something, and what does she do? She decides to see if she can “share the wrath” and tries to get me into trouble by telling mom i'm gay and I had sex and that “I deserve to get in trouble for it, too”...... -long pause- So it unraveled from there, unfortunately. The difference is, though- She had sex with some boy she didn't know the last name of, had no relationship with him and no desire to start one afterward. I, on the other hand, was with someone I was in a relationship with and cared about a lot- and I'm still in the same relationship. My God. AND, I'm 17- and a hell of a lot more mature then she is apparently.
She got into trouble for smoking pot “way back when” and then what does she do? She gets high at the FAIR. Where there's hundreds of people and there was no way to hide it- So Atigun comes racing up the booth and is all “You're sister is so fucked she can barely walk straight”... So I told mom, and mom tested her, and it came back positive- My sister smoked pot and got her ass busted for it. I do believe she's finally going to Military school.
Anyway, I have no trust left for her.
Where does she get the idea that she's going to be able to emancipate and survive? She's fucked in the head, I tell you. She makes $8.10 an hour and so far she's used her money very unwisely, can't hold onto it for more then a week. She doesn't understand bills and insurance and other shit like that. I make $11 an hour and I'm wise enough to know that I wouldn't be able to make it on my own- Not yet, anyway. And I'm a hell of a lot more experienced with life then she is. I think the plan is to send her to military school on promises that my parents will sign the papers, but mom's been telling me she isn't going to sign them either way :)
So yeah. I'm a stressed out, overworked, overtired, sensitive, flaming homosexual. I guess I should just throw that out there officially. I fucking hate my life right now. It was easier when my orientation was a secret.
Working today with Kara was a lot of fun :) She learned quickly and made sure she finished things she started, and she was a huge help with dishes. I hope she can work Saturday with us!