Update from The Beyond
I guess I've been somewhat of a non-entity for a while, and I apologise. To be honest, it's not as though I've been doing anything noteworthy or interesting that you've missed out on.
I've melded into this 9-5 life, almost seamlessly to the eye of the observer. I'm only here till october/november. Not sure when I'm leaving just yet. I suppose that's just another thing that's waiting to be planned.
Life is now beyond my control. As I wait and get fatter things just... happen. Somewhere in the background I am excited and anxious and all those other things I'm supposed to be, but there's an unerring sense of calm that things will just work themselves out as they always do - planning and worrying seem to be fruitless tasks.
Food is the centre of all things holy right now. And really, when you think about it, it's a very sensible way to live.
ALSO: my new word for today is predilection. I like the way it feels when you say it, putting emphasis on the 'lect'. Ask me what it is if you like, or look it up. I love words. Happy sigh.
I've melded into this 9-5 life, almost seamlessly to the eye of the observer. I'm only here till october/november. Not sure when I'm leaving just yet. I suppose that's just another thing that's waiting to be planned.
Life is now beyond my control. As I wait and get fatter things just... happen. Somewhere in the background I am excited and anxious and all those other things I'm supposed to be, but there's an unerring sense of calm that things will just work themselves out as they always do - planning and worrying seem to be fruitless tasks.
Food is the centre of all things holy right now. And really, when you think about it, it's a very sensible way to live.
ALSO: my new word for today is predilection. I like the way it feels when you say it, putting emphasis on the 'lect'. Ask me what it is if you like, or look it up. I love words. Happy sigh.