Dec 09, 2006 06:16
So alot has happned...now its where raul is backd aginst the wall and now hes friend in it to for some aparent reason shes on his ass...anyway i hope things work out for raul and his friend and the girl hes seeing...my personal exspense better not be held a accountable like they both do alot when they say i do everything wrong...bc i am very ahppy witht he way im living here and if it gets fucked up bc of last night then u know what im dune with this girl for good..im tired of ppl telling me what im doing wrong and the way i've been act is bad too..i fell like these two ppl are treating me as if im a child and at times i want to scream in anguish while other times i want to cry bc im so angrey..but of course if i show human emotion then im looking for attention i cant just cry bc im madd or upset..no god forbid!..::sighs::
and one the personal life i still have noone special in my life, and i am currently and have been trying to get over my ex raul, but its really hard to get over someone u luv i will never stop luving him as much as these two women in his life want me to.. well oh well too bad!!!...i told both him and his friend im trying..
anyway have a great holiday everyone!
bc i know im gonna have a miserable one!