Whether the world stops or not..I'm jumpin off
"A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort."
So it's been awhile...been busy and sick. Yes still sick..over 3 months now..going on 4 months!! It has gotten to a point where I have now offically cut my hours to part-time! I have to at least maintain 24hrs a week to keep my benefits! I've lost alot of weight...now under 100lbs..and just so tired! I figure with all the free time I'll have.. I can use it to...well clean LOL I think I'm suffering one of my nervous breakdowns as well! I just feel like crying all the time (even though I don't) and i'm just absolutly miserable and depressed! I need to relax or go somewhere..or go out ..or something...I need to do something! Admittingly, one of the things I do hate about this Live Journal thing, is that it always feels like one rambles or complains! I have also started taking up writing again..I figure if i'm going to die, I want to have writer as a profession added on after my name lol Anyhoot...going to take a hot bath and relax awhile...need to finish the book i've been reading.
ciao for now
So it's been awhile...been busy and sick. Yes still sick..over 3 months now..going on 4 months!! It has gotten to a point where I have now offically cut my hours to part-time! I have to at least maintain 24hrs a week to keep my benefits! I've lost alot of weight...now under 100lbs..and just so tired! I figure with all the free time I'll have.. I can use it to...well clean LOL I think I'm suffering one of my nervous breakdowns as well! I just feel like crying all the time (even though I don't) and i'm just absolutly miserable and depressed! I need to relax or go somewhere..or go out ..or something...I need to do something! Admittingly, one of the things I do hate about this Live Journal thing, is that it always feels like one rambles or complains! I have also started taking up writing again..I figure if i'm going to die, I want to have writer as a profession added on after my name lol Anyhoot...going to take a hot bath and relax awhile...need to finish the book i've been reading.
ciao for now