17
I don't know whether it's cause your testosterone levels are just starting to increase Kirby that you think you're some big fuck, or for the fact that all 17 year olds do that. When I was 17 it was no different, dad also wasn't around most of the time, yet I can't even recall having a half-fucked nonchalant behavior like you.
Talk to you nicely, also kena fucked by you, explain to you, you give your gangster attitude, scold you, get beaten up. When you said you wanna get new tattoo, I told you no because it would hurt mom's feelings. You don't even know half the shit she's said to me about your tattoo. What happens after that? Say I irritate you and I piss you off.
I'm not saying that I'm some big fuck because I'm a uni undergrad. But I hope you realise that the reason I'm slaving my butt off and getting panic attacks very often especially when it's nearing exam period is because I want to provide for you the things that papa cannot. I want mummy to stop working already because seeing her so stressed makes me guilty. Yeah you can ask me stupid questions now, "When your turn?" when it comes to getting tattooed and scoff when I say "I have better things to spend my money on".
And the least I expect out of you is to be just responsible. Borrow money for your stupid tattoo just because your atm card spoil, at least have the courtesy to tell me in advance "Ate, I have no time to go to the back to get my card replaced, can I transfer by -insert date here-?", and not wait for me to ask you for a few times only to get a "Oh ya hor" for a reply throughout ALL THOSE TIMES. And it's not even about money.
You and I both know we don't even receive a lot for allowance. Did it even occur to you that your entire tattoo cost is my entire food expenditure for 1 month? Or at least around there. So now, your tattoo or my stomach? You judge for yourself luh uh. Call me calculative if you want, scold me saying "mummy can pay you back first what" like as if it's a problem that can be swept under the rug, yeah sure mummy can pay me back first and all that, but I just want you to think about the consequence of your actions okay. Is it worth it? Just for something you can show off that you put your family's needs at that expense. Ya you can say you earn that money and you deserve to spend it, by all means, that's why nobody stopped you from getting it.
I'm not even asking you do anything for me or give anything to me in return. Disrespect me if you want. I am your older sister after all. I just want you to learn to start thinking for yourself in the long run. We have no more time to be little kids, we have to start growing up pretty quickly, and I just want you to realise that. It's the small good habits like these that build a person's character. So just start from somewhere okay instead of taking out your bratty attitude on me.
Talk to you nicely, also kena fucked by you, explain to you, you give your gangster attitude, scold you, get beaten up. When you said you wanna get new tattoo, I told you no because it would hurt mom's feelings. You don't even know half the shit she's said to me about your tattoo. What happens after that? Say I irritate you and I piss you off.
I'm not saying that I'm some big fuck because I'm a uni undergrad. But I hope you realise that the reason I'm slaving my butt off and getting panic attacks very often especially when it's nearing exam period is because I want to provide for you the things that papa cannot. I want mummy to stop working already because seeing her so stressed makes me guilty. Yeah you can ask me stupid questions now, "When your turn?" when it comes to getting tattooed and scoff when I say "I have better things to spend my money on".
And the least I expect out of you is to be just responsible. Borrow money for your stupid tattoo just because your atm card spoil, at least have the courtesy to tell me in advance "Ate, I have no time to go to the back to get my card replaced, can I transfer by -insert date here-?", and not wait for me to ask you for a few times only to get a "Oh ya hor" for a reply throughout ALL THOSE TIMES. And it's not even about money.
You and I both know we don't even receive a lot for allowance. Did it even occur to you that your entire tattoo cost is my entire food expenditure for 1 month? Or at least around there. So now, your tattoo or my stomach? You judge for yourself luh uh. Call me calculative if you want, scold me saying "mummy can pay you back first what" like as if it's a problem that can be swept under the rug, yeah sure mummy can pay me back first and all that, but I just want you to think about the consequence of your actions okay. Is it worth it? Just for something you can show off that you put your family's needs at that expense. Ya you can say you earn that money and you deserve to spend it, by all means, that's why nobody stopped you from getting it.
I'm not even asking you do anything for me or give anything to me in return. Disrespect me if you want. I am your older sister after all. I just want you to learn to start thinking for yourself in the long run. We have no more time to be little kids, we have to start growing up pretty quickly, and I just want you to realise that. It's the small good habits like these that build a person's character. So just start from somewhere okay instead of taking out your bratty attitude on me.