Life Teaches, Love Reveals
So MONDAY IS DOWN!
In all honesty, I doubt I passed my interview. It's quite disheartening to hear my mom trying to force a smile in her voice telling me it's okay. Today's just been a really really bad day overall, I wanna just curl up under my covers and take a break from all the hectic-ness.
My quiz went badly, as always, it's like the only times I managed to pass is if I can uhm... reference really well. Today's just one of those times. I'm still in a little panic mode for Friday because we are seated in our tutorial groups and I have no friends whom I can reference from.
So overall, today's just one of those days where I feel like a total failure and thinking just what the fuck am I doing with my life. Pushing myself through this mundane routine. Sometimes I just wish my peers would just well... not bother about the unnecessary details about me that just won't affect their lives. Like if copying let's me pass my subjects I'd openly admit to it but please don't say shit about me like as if you're some fucking morally right wiseass okay.
Or the clothes I wear.
Or the way I talk.
Angry post.
On a lighter note...
Hello Sailorrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!! I openly admit I have been a total pain in the ass the past few days, but that's cause I felt you've been a pain in mine, heh. But all in all, if I've wronged you in any way (like scolding you for no apparent reason, which I doubt so luh), I am truly sorry.
Thank you for still being so sweet and thoughtful throughout, I really didn't expect anything like that out of you. You really are a special person to me and I just wish you'd remember that every single minute of the day. I doubt I'm still anywhere close to saying stuff like "I need you" and "I love you FOREVER", but I can say that I'm slowly starting to have a little hope (which I feel is really dangerous for me) that maybe, just maybe one day, I'd start telling you that I want you to be a huge part of my life.
Can't wait till I get to crawl into your arms again! (:
In all honesty, I doubt I passed my interview. It's quite disheartening to hear my mom trying to force a smile in her voice telling me it's okay. Today's just been a really really bad day overall, I wanna just curl up under my covers and take a break from all the hectic-ness.
My quiz went badly, as always, it's like the only times I managed to pass is if I can uhm... reference really well. Today's just one of those times. I'm still in a little panic mode for Friday because we are seated in our tutorial groups and I have no friends whom I can reference from.
So overall, today's just one of those days where I feel like a total failure and thinking just what the fuck am I doing with my life. Pushing myself through this mundane routine. Sometimes I just wish my peers would just well... not bother about the unnecessary details about me that just won't affect their lives. Like if copying let's me pass my subjects I'd openly admit to it but please don't say shit about me like as if you're some fucking morally right wiseass okay.
Or the clothes I wear.
Or the way I talk.
Angry post.
On a lighter note...
Hello Sailorrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!! I openly admit I have been a total pain in the ass the past few days, but that's cause I felt you've been a pain in mine, heh. But all in all, if I've wronged you in any way (like scolding you for no apparent reason, which I doubt so luh), I am truly sorry.
Thank you for still being so sweet and thoughtful throughout, I really didn't expect anything like that out of you. You really are a special person to me and I just wish you'd remember that every single minute of the day. I doubt I'm still anywhere close to saying stuff like "I need you" and "I love you FOREVER", but I can say that I'm slowly starting to have a little hope (which I feel is really dangerous for me) that maybe, just maybe one day, I'd start telling you that I want you to be a huge part of my life.
Can't wait till I get to crawl into your arms again! (: