an update of a bunch of miscellanous crap....
Welp Kenny is a major Assclown but yet I still find myself constantly thinking about him and find myself missing him, Why I don't know. But damn I love that boy! Seeing him Saturday didn't help. He Proved that day he was very immature. He called me up at 4:04pm to tell me he couldn't go to the concert which was at 7 and is an hour away. By the time I got off the phone bawling my eyes out it was 4:30 then I called a few friends to tell them what he did as they had been calling for updates all day. I called them & told them, that Mommy said he couldn't go and I was balling I was ready to end it all. I had a blow out with Cody, then I went off on Matt (still haven't talked to him btw) Man was I having a BAD day. I talked to my friends cried for a while then One of them called me back to toell me to stop crying get dresses, clean my face your going to that concert, her husband told her hed watch the kids and to go with me that I'd do the same for her if this was her, (she had told him what happened after he asked why I was crying) I was shocked that he did that but none the less I cleaned myself up put on a nice shirt which showed alot of cleavage and did my makeup and went to Kennys to pick up the tickets. The look on that boys face when I walked up his driveway.... I looked good and I knew it, I thought his eyes were going to pop out!! He asked to see all the tattoos I got since we broke up (I have gotten 4), which kinda makes me think he still cares somewhat, I am still wondering what he thought of the broken heart tattoo with the chinese symbol for love hurts next to it. I wish I could have seen the look on his face. I showed him my other chinese symbols for stength & hope, I also showed him my navel & my ear cartilage was pierced. I want another tattoo still maybe next week....LOL
He checked the breaks out on my car said they were fine, we chatted some more, we still NEVER argued or raised our voice at one another which I thought was weird... We still can get along. I gave him his b-day present from me & the kids ($50 giftcard for the Harley Store & a new t-shirt, plus glass cases for his harley glasses I had boughtten him a while back) I know he didn't deserve it but being the nice person I am I gave it to him. He made a comment about how he went from having No Harley shirts to having a ton of them. I said yeah and I bought you almost all of them . he just gave me a oh yeah look. Jackass!!! He thanked me and I left I flew away from his house as fast as my little rice rocket would go. I called him on the way to the concert for directions as we had gotten lost and he awnsered my call (which my friend said is a sign he still wants to talk to me) I only wish he would realize it!!!!
Onto other news: I started bowling with my work league Monday night, I never bowled in a league before and I sucked the first game, got a 76, then I got a 136 (5 strikes) and a 128 in the last game. Not bad at all!! I am going to get the Dale Jr bowling ball, I can't wait!
I have also came across a few guys that are interested in me:
One who wants nothing but to get down my pants after about 30 phone calls that I didn't awnser one would think he would take a hint, not to mention that I told him I would go out with him one day and I blew him off, nope still got a phone call this morning from him... TAKE A FRIGGIN HINT PSYCOPATH!!!!!
Then I have a 44 yr old guy, who has a 2005 Harley that has been married twice has 3 kids 2 from the first marriage 14 & 16 years old , then 2 yr old daughter from his second marriage. Not too sure about this guy yet... I was supposed to go out with him last night but my gut feeling told me to call and cancel. So I did I had a good REAL excuse too ... Savannah was sick which was true she had 102 fever & projectile vomiting .. turns out she has Strep Throat.
Then I have a guy that is 39 never married,loves kids (only dates girls with kids) has a farm down in Waterman, Il, has sheep, mini donkeys etc... He is a dale jr fan, has a 65 mustang (which if ya know me ya know I love em), also 2 Dodge Ram pick ups (which is my favorite truck) he loves country music, goes to the ranch, hes a local truck driver with the top of the line CDL. Liscense., he also has offererd to take me & the kids to the zoo. He wants to go out with me on Sunday hes taking me to Lonestar Steakhouse, he also offered to pay for my babysitter so I can go. he seems really nice but I dont know. I talk to him all the time though. He sends me text messages to say good morning & night. I still haven't fully decided to go Sunday with him. I still want Kenny back, even though I know that is outta the question.
Why do I still love Kenny even though he has treated me like complete CRAP??? I still think there is something about that boy. .. oh on another note I asked him to meet with me to get his stuff from my house but he hasn't responded about it yet its been days and it wasnt my first time i mentioned it , and I also asked him about Savannah's harley he still says I can store it at his house, plus he says he will put it together for her b-day. So there is a point right there that he still wants contact with me. Otherwise he would have said get come get the dang thing.... Right???
Thats one of the reasons why I got the tattoo the chinese symbol for hope on me for that flicker of hope that he comes back one day... DAMN I AM PATHETIC!!! But I truely love him, didnt realize it till he was gone...
My newest tattoos: (Except for the love hurts chinese symbol havent took a pic of that one yet)
He checked the breaks out on my car said they were fine, we chatted some more, we still NEVER argued or raised our voice at one another which I thought was weird... We still can get along. I gave him his b-day present from me & the kids ($50 giftcard for the Harley Store & a new t-shirt, plus glass cases for his harley glasses I had boughtten him a while back) I know he didn't deserve it but being the nice person I am I gave it to him. He made a comment about how he went from having No Harley shirts to having a ton of them. I said yeah and I bought you almost all of them . he just gave me a oh yeah look. Jackass!!! He thanked me and I left I flew away from his house as fast as my little rice rocket would go. I called him on the way to the concert for directions as we had gotten lost and he awnsered my call (which my friend said is a sign he still wants to talk to me) I only wish he would realize it!!!!
Onto other news: I started bowling with my work league Monday night, I never bowled in a league before and I sucked the first game, got a 76, then I got a 136 (5 strikes) and a 128 in the last game. Not bad at all!! I am going to get the Dale Jr bowling ball, I can't wait!
I have also came across a few guys that are interested in me:
One who wants nothing but to get down my pants after about 30 phone calls that I didn't awnser one would think he would take a hint, not to mention that I told him I would go out with him one day and I blew him off, nope still got a phone call this morning from him... TAKE A FRIGGIN HINT PSYCOPATH!!!!!
Then I have a 44 yr old guy, who has a 2005 Harley that has been married twice has 3 kids 2 from the first marriage 14 & 16 years old , then 2 yr old daughter from his second marriage. Not too sure about this guy yet... I was supposed to go out with him last night but my gut feeling told me to call and cancel. So I did I had a good REAL excuse too ... Savannah was sick which was true she had 102 fever & projectile vomiting .. turns out she has Strep Throat.
Then I have a guy that is 39 never married,loves kids (only dates girls with kids) has a farm down in Waterman, Il, has sheep, mini donkeys etc... He is a dale jr fan, has a 65 mustang (which if ya know me ya know I love em), also 2 Dodge Ram pick ups (which is my favorite truck) he loves country music, goes to the ranch, hes a local truck driver with the top of the line CDL. Liscense., he also has offererd to take me & the kids to the zoo. He wants to go out with me on Sunday hes taking me to Lonestar Steakhouse, he also offered to pay for my babysitter so I can go. he seems really nice but I dont know. I talk to him all the time though. He sends me text messages to say good morning & night. I still haven't fully decided to go Sunday with him. I still want Kenny back, even though I know that is outta the question.
Why do I still love Kenny even though he has treated me like complete CRAP??? I still think there is something about that boy. .. oh on another note I asked him to meet with me to get his stuff from my house but he hasn't responded about it yet its been days and it wasnt my first time i mentioned it , and I also asked him about Savannah's harley he still says I can store it at his house, plus he says he will put it together for her b-day. So there is a point right there that he still wants contact with me. Otherwise he would have said get come get the dang thing.... Right???
Thats one of the reasons why I got the tattoo the chinese symbol for hope on me for that flicker of hope that he comes back one day... DAMN I AM PATHETIC!!! But I truely love him, didnt realize it till he was gone...
My newest tattoos: (Except for the love hurts chinese symbol havent took a pic of that one yet)