Before jumping to conclusions...

Oct 24, 2005 00:30

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Latley, I have had this, just, unclean felling, almost at all times. Some of this is due to a lot of self reflection, and having thoughts that say I havent matured at all in the past 2 years, which is pitiful. At most times, I can see that I have come a long way, but at those others, I can't see what I was looking at. I think that part of it is that have been attempting to balance living a Godly life, and trying to fit in in the little ways I try.

Latley, I have been watching people fall. In most cases, I have had several chances to throw them a rope, but for some reason, I am reluctant, and it's pissing me off. What reason could I possibly have, to watch somebody die, if I know how to cure their sickness?

Latley, all I want to do is sleep. But, of corse, not at normal hours. Ever. I sometimes take naps during my two period lunch break. This is getting out of hand.

Latley, I feel I haven't made a difference in anybodys life. Not like, "Does it even matter if I was ever born?" because thats not it. The only major impact I have made on anybody is my mother, but that was her cleaning up because she was pregnant. I didn't have anything to do with it.

Latley, I have been getting progressivley ill. The only disadvantage to Fall-Wintertime is that I am constantly sick. I hate being sick, it is my least favorite thing.

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