SQUEE!!!!

Sep 24, 2004 00:53

I GET TO SEE MY CHAD SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He called me today, he never calls me. He told me he misses me, he rarely does that as well. It really made me giddy. I miss him so much. I just wish Saturday weren't so far off. I'm very impatient to just see him again.

He really means so much to me. I'd be lost without him.

This coming December we will have been together for three years. It hardly feels that long. It amazes me whenever I think about it. How am I ever to show just how much he means to me? I've tried verbally but I'm not articulate enough...at least not when it comes to speaking with him about how I feel.

How do you articulate love into words? Is it possible? I don't believe it is. It seems to me that words are too weak to put words to emotions. Oh, one could cover the surface feelings fairly easily, but the deeper the emotion runs the more I realize that words can't do it justice.

I know I sound like a hopeless romantic right now, and I am, I'll freely admit that, but I think I fell in love with Chad all over again tonight when he called me. His voice held a childlike quality when he confessed to me that he missed me. It reminded me of a child confessing a minor transgression; such serious innocence. I don't know if I'll ever hear that tone in his voice again but just that one moment will forever be imprinted on my memory for a very long time.

I don't know how long he and I will remain together, but just having sweet, simple memories such as this will have made it all worth it in the end...if there is an end.
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