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It's been a long time since I had a three day weekend. Well that's not true, I think I was sick on a Monday last month. Last weekend I had to work all day Saturday for the car show, and next weekend I have to work Friday night and all day Saturday for our auction, so it's kind of weird having a three day sandwiched between a couple singles.
I'm actually at a bit of a loss for what to do. The weather's pretty moody it seems, so I think I'll probably go for a run if I don't think it'll start to pour on me. I've been doing a lot of laundry and sort of tidying things up in my room, but you know how that goes.
Maybe I'll go take the bus to Borders and poke around down there. I don't really need anything, but if I don't get out of the house, I'm just going to end up sitting here at the computer all day, and if there's anything I need to spend less hours of my life doing, it's staring at the internet. There isn't even anything new anymore.
Oh well, at least I'm not stalking ex-girlfriends.
I read this thing online a while back, that said that when someone doesn't care about you anymore, you just need to accept it, and act the way you'd want someone that you don't really care for to. It made a lot of sense, and I guess with relationship stuff it can be kind of hard to see the forest for the trees (trees for the forest?) I miss her a lot, but I guess it's important to realize that my happiness and my unhappiness aren't really tied to her, or anyone really. Whenever I really miss her, I just have to remind myself that she probably doesn't miss me, and the last thing she needs is another ex-bf sending her love notes.
I miss my family a lot too, I guess my mom scared herself into going to the emergency room for nothing again on Saturday. I hope I don't get crazy anxiety like her. I'm glad she's okay, but it'll probably cost her a couple grand, and I was sort of hoping she'd come to California for Christmas this year. Bleh. I really can't wait to go home in October. I really like hanging out with my dad and my brother, or just being in the same house as them actually. I'm kind of scared that my mom, and maybe her sisters will try to clean the house again, and just get mad at everyone, like they always do.
I want to take Ron to the Forbidden Island and eat sweet potato fries and drink rum out of a volcano!
I'm actually at a bit of a loss for what to do. The weather's pretty moody it seems, so I think I'll probably go for a run if I don't think it'll start to pour on me. I've been doing a lot of laundry and sort of tidying things up in my room, but you know how that goes.
Maybe I'll go take the bus to Borders and poke around down there. I don't really need anything, but if I don't get out of the house, I'm just going to end up sitting here at the computer all day, and if there's anything I need to spend less hours of my life doing, it's staring at the internet. There isn't even anything new anymore.
Oh well, at least I'm not stalking ex-girlfriends.
I read this thing online a while back, that said that when someone doesn't care about you anymore, you just need to accept it, and act the way you'd want someone that you don't really care for to. It made a lot of sense, and I guess with relationship stuff it can be kind of hard to see the forest for the trees (trees for the forest?) I miss her a lot, but I guess it's important to realize that my happiness and my unhappiness aren't really tied to her, or anyone really. Whenever I really miss her, I just have to remind myself that she probably doesn't miss me, and the last thing she needs is another ex-bf sending her love notes.
I miss my family a lot too, I guess my mom scared herself into going to the emergency room for nothing again on Saturday. I hope I don't get crazy anxiety like her. I'm glad she's okay, but it'll probably cost her a couple grand, and I was sort of hoping she'd come to California for Christmas this year. Bleh. I really can't wait to go home in October. I really like hanging out with my dad and my brother, or just being in the same house as them actually. I'm kind of scared that my mom, and maybe her sisters will try to clean the house again, and just get mad at everyone, like they always do.
I want to take Ron to the Forbidden Island and eat sweet potato fries and drink rum out of a volcano!