if I left this town, would you know?
Dear Diary.
I'm still at work, and I'm not even doing anything, or even on the clock. I just can't motivate myself to go home. I called Jeremy to see if he wanted to go get a bite to eat, but he's going home this weekend.
Sweet. Nothing like spending 4th of July weekend all by myself. Maybe I'll go to Seattle and stay in a hostel or something.
I'm just constantly overwhelmed by this static feeling. My life is only dynamic in the sense that other people and events and things happen around me. I am nailed to the floor. Without agency.
I know it's all just a state of mind.
Maybe I just put all my eggs in one basket, and forgot to watch that basket?
I have a song stuck in my head and I can't figure out who it's by and Google can't find it. GRR!
I'm so mad, I could start a punk band. Fuck you, asshole world!
I'm going to go eat pizza by myself.
I'm still at work, and I'm not even doing anything, or even on the clock. I just can't motivate myself to go home. I called Jeremy to see if he wanted to go get a bite to eat, but he's going home this weekend.
Sweet. Nothing like spending 4th of July weekend all by myself. Maybe I'll go to Seattle and stay in a hostel or something.
I'm just constantly overwhelmed by this static feeling. My life is only dynamic in the sense that other people and events and things happen around me. I am nailed to the floor. Without agency.
I know it's all just a state of mind.
Maybe I just put all my eggs in one basket, and forgot to watch that basket?
I have a song stuck in my head and I can't figure out who it's by and Google can't find it. GRR!
I'm so mad, I could start a punk band. Fuck you, asshole world!
I'm going to go eat pizza by myself.