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ohmygod. my mother just told me that a salad isn't enough to eat. i told her i had a really big lunch, that i'm not hungry. she made me force down a bowl of soup, and i feel sick to my stomach. i ate far, far too much tonight. i want to just throw it all up, get it out of my system. then i won't feel so nasty. i hate eating, i hate food. food is my worst fucking enemy. i hate it.