Just a bit of random stuff
So I've made quite a new friends this week from different fandoms, Smallville, Merlin and Jonas Brothers. Big Hi to you all!! *big hugs*
I just need a bit of advice on whether I've done something incredibly stupid or a move in the right direction.
I've always had crappy friends, I've always been left out and have never really trusted them! When I started college I hung around with the same people I did at High school and it was still still crappy. I know I've complained to few of you before about it. Anyway I met a new girl in my psychology Beth. And she was perfect, we really got along. Eventually I started hanging around with Beth and started feeling better as a person. Beth was amazing, we went out together and she treated me like a real friend not someone who was just a back up plan.
So now we've been friends over just over a year but a while a go I started developing feelings for her. She was the first ever girl that I actually knew that I was having feelings for and at first it scared me but I just passed it off as me being happy that Beth and I where friends. But now I have a full fledged crush on her and I don't want it to spoil our relationship at all. She means the world to me and I could never loose her.
But this afternoon, I don't know if I did something silly. I asked her if she wanted to go the cinema on Valentines Day. I meant it as a friend so you know we're both not wallowing at home that we're single. But there was just something in the way she replied, that told me that she thought I mean it as more. And I really don't know what to do.
Help!
I just need a bit of advice on whether I've done something incredibly stupid or a move in the right direction.
I've always had crappy friends, I've always been left out and have never really trusted them! When I started college I hung around with the same people I did at High school and it was still still crappy. I know I've complained to few of you before about it. Anyway I met a new girl in my psychology Beth. And she was perfect, we really got along. Eventually I started hanging around with Beth and started feeling better as a person. Beth was amazing, we went out together and she treated me like a real friend not someone who was just a back up plan.
So now we've been friends over just over a year but a while a go I started developing feelings for her. She was the first ever girl that I actually knew that I was having feelings for and at first it scared me but I just passed it off as me being happy that Beth and I where friends. But now I have a full fledged crush on her and I don't want it to spoil our relationship at all. She means the world to me and I could never loose her.
But this afternoon, I don't know if I did something silly. I asked her if she wanted to go the cinema on Valentines Day. I meant it as a friend so you know we're both not wallowing at home that we're single. But there was just something in the way she replied, that told me that she thought I mean it as more. And I really don't know what to do.
Help!