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i want to write about all the amazing things i have done in the past 5 days, but then i would have to sit here and think and remember and write and i dont want to spend time doing that right now. fuck. i dont want to leave this place. i dont want to live in the states anymore. i dont want to see a gas station on every corner. or a walmart. or any SUPERmarket really. i dont wanna have to drive everywhere. i dont want to think about what im gonna wear every day. i dont want people to be able to call my cellphone. i dont want to have a big room to myself. i dont want to have to get back into the swing of things. i dont want to have to get a job again. or go back to school. or deal with people. i'm so alone here but at the same time everyone i meet is an amigo. i am rambling. memories will be recorded electronically at a later date. paz.