T-20 hours until game time
Alright, this is it.
I'm heading up to Portland in a few hours, and I'm going to just shut off my computer right now because it's distracting me, and I've still got a lot of crap to cram into my brain.
I am not sure how I feel at the moment... I'm alternating between anticipation at just getting it over with and sheer terror at the prospect of getting my arse beaten to smithereens by this beast of an exam.
I remind myself that without it I shall not be earning a livelihood as an attorney (at least, not yet); though the constant reverberation of this fact over the last eight weeks has, more than anything, hindered my ability to actually prepare for that which stands in my way of attaching "Esq." to my name.
I shall include this disclaimer and caveat, on the off chance I must disappear again after the results because I need to ready myself for the same horror instead of the horror from a neighboring state (oh goodness), I honestly have not prepared like I should. So, do keep in mind, I'm not stupid per se, just lazy; though, I guess I am stupid for not realizing what and how I needed to get shit done. (at least I know what I gotta do for the CA Bar! lol)
If you have a positive thought you can spare, send one out this way, because I feel I may need all the extra support I can get tomorrow and Wednesday. Here's to hoping that when I come back on Wednesday I will have secured my spot amongst the ranks of the bar numbers begininning with 06.
Til then, cheers, mates. And to my fellow examinees, best wishes and good luck!
I'm heading up to Portland in a few hours, and I'm going to just shut off my computer right now because it's distracting me, and I've still got a lot of crap to cram into my brain.
I am not sure how I feel at the moment... I'm alternating between anticipation at just getting it over with and sheer terror at the prospect of getting my arse beaten to smithereens by this beast of an exam.
I remind myself that without it I shall not be earning a livelihood as an attorney (at least, not yet); though the constant reverberation of this fact over the last eight weeks has, more than anything, hindered my ability to actually prepare for that which stands in my way of attaching "Esq." to my name.
I shall include this disclaimer and caveat, on the off chance I must disappear again after the results because I need to ready myself for the same horror instead of the horror from a neighboring state (oh goodness), I honestly have not prepared like I should. So, do keep in mind, I'm not stupid per se, just lazy; though, I guess I am stupid for not realizing what and how I needed to get shit done. (at least I know what I gotta do for the CA Bar! lol)
If you have a positive thought you can spare, send one out this way, because I feel I may need all the extra support I can get tomorrow and Wednesday. Here's to hoping that when I come back on Wednesday I will have secured my spot amongst the ranks of the bar numbers begininning with 06.
Til then, cheers, mates. And to my fellow examinees, best wishes and good luck!