thin.
I've been getting really dizzy lately, when standing up after lying or sitting down.. and my vision would just fade to black. I think it's because I haven't been eating very much over the past two days. The fact is, I don't want to eat.. I know it's bad, but I want to lose weight.. I want to be skinny and beautiful. Everyday I see these pretty girls walking down the hall, and they're so thin.. and then I look at myself and I hate what I see. I hate what I see.. today I ate a yogurt for lunch, and when I got home I had a pickle.. then for dinner I had a turkey and cheese sandwich.. on flatbread.. but I had to eat that, or I was about to pass out. Every time I get up.. I feel like I could just pass out.. but it's worth it, isn't it?